I was crying in the bed. I need someone to understand me! I need to hug someone! Someone, please, come to me! I sit up and I look at the door.
I guess I hate to say good-bye, you know that! I put a cochlear implant on when I look on the deck and I turn back to see the door as I was waiting for someone coming in.
Someone knock on the door and I was shocked. I asked "Hello? Who's there?" I ask. "It's Zayn." That was his voice, Zayn as I sigh exhale.
I thought it was Harry. I can't believe it. He did let me down. "Can I come in?" Zayn asks. Oh! What's a gentleman! "Sure!" I answer.
Zayn enters my room, walks to sat on my bed and he sits beside me. "I need a hug!" I sign with my voice. I give him a tight hug him and he hugs back.
I pull away and I see his smile face. "Liam send me to check you out. So... Is everything alright between you and Harry?" Zayn signs with his voice.
I sigh sadly and I close my eyes. I'm not going to lie to Zayn. Not this time. I open my eyes to see Zayn's confused and smile face at the same time.
"To be honest, I'm scared! I think I make him angry. But I did apologise to him. He says he still love me..." I pause. I feel like having a heartbreak when I say his name.
I sigh sadly. I signed with my voice "I can't love him back." I continue. I sigh sadly. "Oh! So, I want to ask you... Not ask you out like... You know that!" Zayn signs with his voice.
I open my mouth as twice and I close my mouth. "Oh. Oh! Right! So, they want me to go out with you? As a friend, right?" I sign with my voice.
All I know is Zayn's engaged to Perrie. Zayn nods and I was shocked. "Yes. Well... It's just not me and you..." Zayn signs with his nervous voice.
Someone interrupts our conversations and then enter the room.
The person says "No! But it's just us, Zayn, Niall, Louis, you and me..." That was Liam says. I look around to see them and I found them at my door.
I was shocked and I run to them to give them a group hug. They hug back and I pull away to see their sad face. "Well... Where are you want to go first?" I sign with my voice.
They look at each other and look back at me. "What?" I continue. I was confused. "Well... We ask you that same question and... If you want to go shopping today, then we'll be fine..." Liam signs with his voice.
I smile at them and I nod. "Yeah! I would love to..." I sign with my voice. I get ready to get my bag. "Well..." Liam pauses sadly.
I stop by doing these things and I turn around to see them with their sad faces. Why did they make this face? "What is it?" I ask confusedly.
With that, Liam sighs sadly and I was more confused. "We actually going back in London..." He signs with his voice. I sigh sadly and I look down on the floor.
"When?" I ask. That wasn't the reason that I love them... I love them as families. "Tomorrow." Niall answers. I sigh sadly and look up to see them.
"Well... I'll be fine to stay here." I sign with my voice. Someone interrupts our conversation, enter the room and ran to stand behind me.
It was Nelly and Nathan. "Please, don't let her go with you all. She'll be hurt when Harry's around her but I beg you." Nathan begs.
Liam looks down and he sighs sadly. "I would die want to look after her. But I want her to stay he-" Liam cut them out as he looks up at them quickly.
"I'm not going to take her home with us." Liam pause. He looks at me and he gives me a kind smile. I was shocked to see him walk closer toward me, not too closer but closer.
"Harry still love you. So, I let you stay here forever." Liam signs with his voice. I'm... Staying! "Really?!" I ask shockingly as that what I wasn't expecting him.
Liam gives me a kind smile and he nods at once. "Wow! Thank you, Dad!" I thank him. Liam looks shocked. "Well... Are you coming?" Liam signs with his voice.
Oh, right! "Yes!" I nod. With that, I was about to going to the stairs, but I stop because of this... There he is, Austin Mahone!
He just walks into the house and he didn't notice me. "Ahem!" I clear my throat. He jumps with his startled face and he looks up at me.
"Austin, what are you doing here?" I sign with my voice. I know I might be cruel! But still, I like him. "Well... I'm here for cheer you up..." Austin signs with his voice.
With that, the boys came downstairs and look at where Austin stand there. "Oh, Austin... Are you coming with us?" Liam asks.
He asks Austin? I was confused! Austin looks shocked. "Oh, sure!" He answers. We going to shopping together. Today was the last day that I never see them again as I mean ever!
I sigh sadly. Niall notices me and he starts to walks toward where I stand here. "What's wrong?" Niall signs with his worried voice.
I look up at his blue eye and I was shocked. Wow! He looks gorgeous! "Gee... Thanks!" He thanks me as he looks blush as the tomato on his cheek.
Did I say it aloud?! At first, I was confused and then I was shocked as I didn't realise. "I'm sorry! Just... Your eye looks beautiful. More than mine!" I sign with my voice.
"Huh? No! Your eyes are more beautiful." Niall signs with his voice. With that, Austin joins in. "Yeah!" He sounds like he's jealous at Niall.
Huh! I smile at them and then I sigh sadly. It makes me wonder... All I need to know is... Did THE Austin Mahone like me?
I really hope...
We had a fun, good time, I mean. It's time to go back to the hostel to get packing. Liam and Harry already pack earlier. But not us!
I mean... I'm nearly there. Louis and Zayn? I don't know. But I'm pretty sure they're ready! Someone knock on the wall and I turn around to see the person.
I was shocked because of the person, who stay at the door and watch me pack. But guess who? It was Harry Styles! He enters the room.
I remember we were mad at him. "What?!" I ask annoyingly. I wonder what does he want with me? "Well... How is she?" Harry asks.
"She?! Oh, you mean that stupid girl, Hollie?!" I ask annoyingly. I heard it from Liam... "What? I just spill it out. Okay! But I still love her. Tell me... How to stop loving her?" Harry asks.
I sigh sadly. I was thinking about the same way! Someone enter the room and then slam the door hard. I turn around to see the person and I was shocked.
It was Liam Payne. He looks angry. "I know! But Harry talking to me first!" I whine. Liam looks at me. "Well... Are you finish packing? Because I need to talking with Harry..." He orders.
I turn around to see my suitcase and it's still not ready. Oh, man... I nearly finish! "No! Nearly there." I say as I turn back to see him.
"But I can finish the packing later..." I continue. Liam gives me a kind smile. "Yes!" He nods slowly. I nod and I start to walk away to leave them to talk alone.
I close the door and I saw Zayn and Louis stand beside the door. "Guys! Let them have private..." I whisper. I sigh sadly as I look down on the floor.
"Alright! So, what are we doing now?" Zayn whispers. I look up at his confused face. I was thinking. "Well... I haven't eaten. So... Can we go to Nandos?" I ask.
Louis and Zayn nod in the union and I walk away as they follow me. When we arrive there, I finally can smell the chicken and I sigh out.
Hmmm! "I'm hungry!" I mutter. "Yeah, Me too!" Zayn says. "Me three!" Louis tenses. The waitress came to get us to the table.
"Thank you!" I say. What I sat beside left is Louis and right is Zayn. I smile at them. After that, it had been 2 hours to sit there and talking about everything.
It was nice to have a friend to talk, right? "Shall we go?" I ask. Liam probably worried about us. I don't want to make him worried about us.
"Oh, sure!" Louis answers. We stand up and walk to the waitress to pay her for our food. I sigh sadly and then we walk outside from Nandos.
My phone start ring. I wonder who's it? I close my eyes and I look down on the ground. Oh, yeah! It's Liam! "Is it Liam?" Zayn asks confusedly.
I take my phone from my right pocket and I look up at them as they look confused. I look down on the screen and I sigh sadly.
Oh, yeah! It's really him, Liam! "Yes! It's him!" I say. It's still ringing. "Niall, you need to... Answer the phone!" Louis orders as he looks panicked.
Oh, my god! With that, I put my 'I know' face and I press the answer button.
L= Where are you guys? I've been worried about Zayn!
Wow. Liam pretty sure that he love Zayn and us too.
N= Relax, we're on the way to the hostel!
L= Relax?! Really?! You make me really worried! If you want to go out, then ask me first! I don't want to hear about another car accident since last time!
I told you so!
N= Alright! We're almost there.
We walk to enter the hostel.
N= We're here! Bye!
I hang up and I put the phone away in my pocket. "Well... Zayn is the one who Liam have been worried about." I say. "Wow! Liam..." Louis mutters.
We enter the elevator and I press '13' floors button. What? We all stayed here about 3 months. March to June. I sigh sadly!
I want to go home. I mean London! I wish I could do it! After that, we enter the room. "We're back!" I shout. We walk in and then Liam walk to where we stand.
He looks at me with his calm face. "How's Zayn?" Liam asks. I give him a confused face. "He's fine..." I answer softly. I haven't finished my packing!
Oh, man! I turn around to walk to my bed and I start to pack. After that, 2 HOUR! I'm exhausted. But I'm ready! Everyone had to be ready!
Phew! I wish... I mean I want to go back London straight away. So, I could forget about the Hollie's secret! Oh... Speaking of her...
Hollie will be there at the airport on tomorrow, will she?
A/N: It has now 3 more to left.