12. is it love or nah ?
When I woke up I was in my room. Becca was sleeping on the couch & Niall was on the floor. What happened ? Then I remembered.
"Skylar what did you do?!" Becca said crying looking at my wrist. "I'm sorry okay?" "Sorry doesn't help. Why would you do this?!" "My PARENTS LEFT AND I WAS STRESSED"
~end of flashback~
I got up & walked to the bedroom. I found my razor and set it in front of me. I made sure the door is locked. Should I do this ? I picked up the razor & made 5 cuts. I felt the blood. I quickly cleaned up the mess & walked out. "What were you doing?" Becca asked "I...uhh... Was looking for something." I lied. I looked down at the floor. "Did you change your shirt? Is that a blood stain ?" "Yes & no" I answered avoiding eye contact. "Okay, let's go get breakfast. I was kinda hurt .. She's my best friend and didn't notice I was lying. I walked in the bathroom, changed and walked out. Niall & Becca were waiting for me. Should I tell Becca how I felt about Niall ? Or keep it a Secret ? "Hey Becca, come here we need to talk" "what's up?" "I think I'm I'm love with Niall..." "AWEEEEE!" Come on come tell Niall, she grabbed my wrist & I let out a whimper. She looked at me & pulled up my sleeve. "Skylar! Why would you do this?!" I quickly pulled down my sleeve & ignored her question. I told Niall how I felt. "Ohh.. Im in love with you too Skylar"