I woke up next to Nash. I guess he stayed in the girl's room. I got up and went to brush my teeth. Once I finished that, I took a shower and got dressed. When I walked out, Nash was gone. He probably went to do the same. I checked my phone and saw that the one person I didn't block texted me. Bethany. Sweet, innocent Bethany. She said "Things are getting really bad at school. Tiffany started cutting herself because she regrets what she did to you. I know you may not answer, but I thought it was nice for you to know. The whole library scene was set up by Stacy. She told the whole school to do that or she would shoot us. She had a gun in her backpack. She was jealous that you were dating Nash Grier. Wish you luck. Bye." I put my phone down and sat on the bed. I just had to let that all process in my mind. Once it processed, I opened the door and knocked on the boy's hotel room. They said that I could come in and it was a mess. I guess Nash was taking a shower because I didn't see him. Cameron was sitting in the corner of the room on his phone. When he saw me, he put the phone in front of his face so it was blocking his view from me. I called him over because I had to talk to him. He nervously walked over and I led him outside. When we were outside of the room and there was no one around, he leaned in and tried to kiss me.
Me- I brought you out here to talk, not kiss me.
Cameron- Oh. What did you want to tell me.
Me- That we should forget this ever happened and we can just be normal friends.
Cameron- But you're scared of me.
Me- No I'm not.
Cameron- You always look scared.
Me- I will try and stop.
Cameron- Okay, let's be friends.
Me- Okay friend.
I shook his hand like friends do, I think. He held my hand in between his. I pulled my hand away and he came closer to try and kiss me again. "Stop okay. Is that all you want? Sex?" I asked. He looked at me. I patted him on the shoulder and put my lips next to his ear. I whispered "Well that's not going to happen with me so stop trying okay? I think you're nice and kind. You can find another girl who's your age. I know you can do it." I backed away and he looked at me. I leaned next to my ear and whispered "I don't want another girl. I want you." He went back into the room and so did I. Nash was already out of the shower. He came up to me and suggested that we go to Starbucks together. I agreed because I was so hungry.
Nash and I ordered our drinks and something to eat. We got a seat next to the window. Of course there were Nash Grier fans but a security guard came with us. We started talking.
Nash- I saw you walk in the room with Cameron. Did he try to have se-
Me- Hell no! I just wanted to tell him that we should be friends and that it should stop being awkward between us. It's really bothering me.
Nash- Oh. I just thought he trie-
Me- Babe, no. He didn't.
Nash- Okay good because you're all mine. And I love you a lot.
Me- Thanks so much.
Nash- I have a question.
Me- Go ahead.
Nash- Do you get scared when I kiss you?
Nash- What about yesterday?
Me- I mean, a little. I liked it, but it's just the whole thing that happened has scarred me. It will go away. Hopefully.
Nash- Oh. I thought you hated it.
Me- Why would I?
Once we finished, Nash drove back to the hotel. We both went in the room that I was staying in because it was way cleaner and privater. I sat down on the bed and turned on the tv. Nothing good looked like it was showing. Nash sat next to me and took the remote from my hands. I looked at him and he leaned in and started kissing me. I didn't tense up this time. I wasn't really scared like I would normally be. I pushed him down on the bed and we continued kissing. I heard someone open the door and we both stopped. It was Mahogany. "Ummmm... Am I interrupting something here?" She said while laughing. I quickly got up and so did Nash. I shook my head. This is really awkward.