12. Chapter 11
When we got to Florida, we got a hotel where all the other boys were staying. I hade to stay in a hotel full of boys. Great. We got to the hotel and all the guys looked at me. Nash introduced me to them and they were all like "Nashy Washy got a girlfriend!" I put all my things in the corner of the room. Mahogany Lox walked in and said "Oh. You can come with me so you don't have to stay with all these boys." Thank God! She was in the hotel room right next to them. We introduced ourselves and we started talking. She was really nice. Then Cameron walked in. "Hey Stefanie. Can you come here really quickly. I need to talk to you." I nodded. I was kind of scared because he was just so mean to me on the plane. I followed him in the hallway.
Cameron- I'm sorry for being so rude to you. It's just th-
Me- Why? Why did you do that?
Cameron- It's ju-
Me- I thought you were better than that.
Cameron- It's just that I like you okay. You seem nice. Just don't tell Nash. Please.
Me- You like me?
Cameron- Yes. Don't tell Nash. That will ruin our friendship.
Me- I thought you hated me.
He told me to follow him and I did. He took me in this hotel room with no one inside. It was kinda dark in there because the curtains were covering the windows really well. "What are you doing?" I asked. Now I started to get scared. "Shhhhhh. It will all be okay. Trust me." He said. He started kissing behind my ear. I backed away quickly, but he came closer to me. He took off his shirt which exposed his abs. "Cameron? What are you trying to do?" I asked. He ignored me and started kissing my neck. "I have to go. I can't do this. I have a boyfriend. I know what your trying to do and it's not happening. I'm sorry, but no." I said while trying to get up. He pushed me down onto the bed and started kissing my lips. I kept telling him to stop. I started to struggle to get out if his hold, but he was to strong. I can't get up. I'm not going to have sex with him. I had to plan something. I have to get away from him. I stopped struggling so he would weaken his hold on me. That didn't work because he had the same grip he had before. He knows what I'm trying to do. He took off my shirt and started kissing where my heart is. "Why are you so scared?" He said while softly laughing. What's wrong with him? All he wants is to have sex with me which is defiantly not happening. If he goes any lower, I will kill him. He went down to my stomach and started undoing my pants. I noticed that he wasn't holding me so I got up and punched him in the face. That didn't do anything because I'm weak. I can't fight if my life depended on it. "Oh. You like it rough, huh? Me too." He said. I ran for the door, but he grabbed my arm. This guy knows what he's doing which makes me scared for my life. "I told Nash that I saw you leaving to go get some food. So I have all night." He said. Shit, shit, SHIT. My life is over. I'm going to hell, but this is what I have to do to save my life. This is the only way I can get out of here. But I can't do that to Nash. I sat on the side of the bed. He walked up to me. He started kissing my neck again. I started crying. He's older than me so this is messed up. The only good thing is that he's handsome. He took off my pants. I started crying even more. He stopped and looked at me. I moved to the far side of the bed. Away from him. "You're not going to let me go. Are you?" I asked. He looked at the ground. He went to the corner of the room and I heard him staying "Damn it Cameron. You are so stupid. She's younger that you. What the hell are you thinking. She has a boyfriend and he's your best friend." I went up to him. "Are you okay." I asked him. He looked at me. He was actually crying. I hugged him because I felt bad for him. I went and put my clothes back on. He was staring at me while I was doing that. I went over to where he was sitting and whispered in his ear. "People make mistakes."