AP you are missed and its sad being torn, safer to be cold then being in a embrass, And let passion in but its over . And you live forever in a heart thats been broken. whos love is affinity, other lips may some day have the soft loveing feeling of your lips. and not me .something in side of me has died , all thats left is loving you . But shouldnt as much as i do. suddenly i die a bit every time i think of it.
-rb- 4:-AP (b4you lose it and be mean please take a breath try to understand then respond if u will
their is shared feelings in this 1:hurt 2: love plus more .
i still love you . it doent shake off . even trying or moving on its you that i see . it feels so wrong . with no shine or spark with in me . only tears and regret of lossing you . and every thing
else . along with what made me me ) you transformd me thank you .I left all the dark ways that life could take you .i was in the corner not to expose me and my fears and turn of events ,for too long it took 28years of survival mastering . and masking mending . that you in short time made everthing clear that i begain to live and blossom but i yet to bloom you at once became my ultimate fear , yet hope seeps in tellng me you love him what part dont you get , that my heart telling me this ,so my head sayd your fult you lied you let him in your heart you fuck up you fool
you lost the only love that was true . im sorry of what i did to you your one of a kind made me feel safe and love for once in my life thank you for being that man .and the ugly side as well . ill never be free of you . but i free u cause i love you i dont want to but its aganst my will so you can be happy and never would i want you to ever stop loving me
or to hate me so i do as you will . i just ask not to cut me out of your life like this i still need you to talk to even if its hello or bye shit or your an ass .! rb if im a gost bye my love