3. Nothing change before it's too late
“I’m fine, just a little tired and stressed from all the homework.”
That’s what I told everyone around me.
I haven’t been happy in many years.
Actually I’m not sure if I’m happy, or if I’m sad. I can’t feel anything.
I never told anyone about it; how should people now what I feel, if I don’t.
I started living in a role, and hid in my room all day long.
My parents finally asked me how I was, but I didn’t say anything.
I regretted it every day, but didn’t have the strength to tell them how I actually felt.
So I tried to kill myself.
I never wanted to die, but I just didn’t felt like living.
Nothing has changed