Yeah, I changed the cover.... shhhh
After Kenadie woke up, the doctors kept her at the hospital for another week, just to makes sure that she was stable and healthy enough to go home. So far she has been doing great. She's been home for about a week and a half. The doctors told us to make sure that she gets as much sleep as she can and stays off her feet for a while. Kenadie is still a little out of it because the medication that the doctors currently have her on.
Right now I was in her room sitting on the foot of her bed. We were just talking and catching up on things. It was mainly me doing all the talking.
"So, how was your birthday? I know I wasn't there for it and our dinner kind of went to shit." she asked me laughing a little. I could tell that she was still feeling sick, but she was pushing through it.
"It was good. Mom and dad had work," I shrugged my shoulders. "I went over to Jack's," I smiled and looked at my hands, folded in my lap.
"oooooo," Kena cooed and lightly kicked me with her foot. I laughed and pushed her leg off me. "So, what did you guys do?" she asked and wiggled her eyebrows at me. I rolled my eye and shook my head playfully.
"He made me dinner." I said simply. She mumbled an 'mhm' and I gave her a death glare.
"Come on, he had to have done something special. It was your 17th birthday."
"He gave me guitar picks?" I said, well, in more of a question. She cocked her head knowing that there was more and I just wasn't telling her about it. I sighed and looked at her. "Okay, okay." I said. "umm..." I said, holding out the 'm' sound.
"Come on!" she sang. I laughed and rolled my eyes. "You slept with him didn't you?" she asked and I looked up. I opened my mouth to talk, but I couldn't get anything out. It felt so weird to talk about it, I've talked about weirder things with my sister, but it felt strange. Her jaw dropped into a half smirk and her eyes went wide. "You so did." she laughed and sat up punching my arm.
"Yeah," I finally said nodded my head.
"Did it hurt?" she asked me when he lent back against the headboard.
"Kena!" I shouted maybe a little too loud, but my parents weren't home.
"What? I'm just curious. I'm a female, I don't know how gay sex feels." My jaw dropped looking at her. "What?" she repeated.
"You're really nosy." She just shrugged. I sighed again. "If you really wanna know, yeah, it kind of hurt, a lot." I finally said and chuckled a little at the end. "But Jack was gentle... and that felt really good." she just kept smiling at me. "What?"
"Nothing." she said. "Proud of you little bro." she laughed, making me laugh a little bit too.
"For having sex?" I questioned and Kenadie nodded. "You're so weird." I laughed. It was quiet for a couple minutes until I heard a knock on Kena's door. I turned and saw Jack standing there.
"Hey," he said. I just looked at him confused.
"Hi," I said and he walked in the room. "What are you doing here?" I asked. Jack came closer to the bed and pulled up the computer chair to sit down.
"I have work in a hour and thought I would come and see how you guys were doing."
"So you broke into my house?" I questioned him jokingly.
"Yeah, I mean, you've broke into my house a few times." I smiled and nodded. It was true. There were many days that I would sneak in his house and just watch TV until he woke up. "How are you?" he turned and asked my sister.
"I'm good.Tired, but okay." she answered and looked at me. She got this devious look on her face that she always did when she was up to something, or thinking about something. "So," she started and looked back at Jack. "My brother told me you fucked him." Jack and I both looked at Kenadie with wide eyes. "What?"
"I, I uh..." Jack was stuttering.
"Don't worry, I won't rat you guys out." she sighed. "You're being safe with my brother right? I don't want to kill you, but I will if I have too." she was joking, but I knew if Jack ever did hurt me, she warned him.
"Yeah, I'm not making him do anything." he said quickly. She smiled at Jack and looked down. "Are you okay?" he asked. She nodded and looked at me.
"Just tired." she said.
"Well, leave you to sleep then." I said getting up. "I'll talk to you later, Ken." She smiled and nodded. I bent down giving her a hug. "Love you, sis." I said and was about to leave the room with Jack.
"Love you too, Alex." she said a little out of breath and laid down more. Jack walked out of the room first and I shut the light off and shut her door. Jack and I walked to my room and the second he closed the door, he took my wrist and pinned me against the door. I smiled and pulled him in to kiss me. He moved us from the door so that we were able to fall on the bad.
"I like your room by the way." he said and started to kiss me again. I rolled my eyes, telling him to shut up, and kept kissing him. I ran my hands up and down his chest.
"Do you have time?" I mumbled against his lips and started to undo his belt.
"I have enough." he said started to undo my pants. He pushed his hand in my pants faster than I could. He started to massage me from the outside of my boxers. I rolled my head back and moaned. I tried to continue undoing his pants, but he was really good at this. I slid my hands under his shirt instead, keeping him pressed against to me. Jack started to suck on my neck as he pushed his hand in my boxers. I moaned again as I felt the muscles in my stomach clench. How the hell was he so good at this.
I bucked my hips in his hand, making him go faster. My breathing was ragged. I dug my nails in his back and arched off the bed. "J-Jack," my high pitched moaned echoed through the room. My body was starting to shake as I felt myself getting closer and closer. Jack sped up his hand and made me look at him. He could probably see the desperation in my eyes as I moaned. He kissed me and I felt his thumb run over my tip. I rolled my head back making Jack bit down on my bottom lip.
He kissed my neck again and I felt that hot rush of ecstasy, explode through my body. Jack continued stroking me through my orgasm. I felt like I was on cloud nine. Everything felt hot, but really good. Jack pulled his hand out of my pants and started kissing me again, soft and slow.
"God, how are you so good at that?" I asked and stretched my muscles. His hand rested on the skin between my shirt and my undone pants.
"I just know how to work you," he mumbled and kissed me. I put my hand on his chest and pushed him back a little. We, awkwardly, switched places so I was on top of him. "What are you doing?" he asked laughing at me a little. I didn't say anything and bent down kissing him. I rocked my lower half into him, I could feel his prominent erection pressing against me. I started to kiss down his jaw to his neck. The top couple buttons were already undone. I shimmied down his body and pulled his shirt out of his pants. I started kissing the exposed skin above his pants and finally, completely undoing his belt and zipper.
I started to pulled his pants down just a little, before he grabbed my wrist. I looked up at him confused. "You don't have to do that," he said, he knew I had ever give a blow job before, but I really wanted to try it. Honestly, what could be so bad? I was only afraid that I could make him feel as good as he made me feel.
"I want too." I reassured him. Before he could say anything else, I pulled his pants down a little and pulled out his dick. My eyes widened, forgetting that he was kind of big. I looked at him and he just nodded, letting me know it was okay to continue. I licked up the underside of his member, and sucked the tip in my mouth. I pulled him out then went back down taking most of him in my mouth. I sucked on the top half and massaged the bottom half with my other hand. I looked up at him through my lashes. His eyes were clouded with lust as he looked down at me.
Jack ran his fingers through my hair, pushing my bangs from my face. He moaned and his bottom lip quivered slightly. I went down farther, bringing him almost completely to the back of my throat. He moaned against and dropped his head back, keeping his fingers in my hair. I took his from my mouth and stroked him fast. I watched his chest rise and fast, his cheeks getting pink. He bucked his hips, moaning a little louder.
"Alex," he whined from above me. "Uhhh," I head his breathy moans. I sucked him back into my mouth, moving my mouth, tongue and hand just a little faster. "Alex," he whined again, I looked up at him. He was propped up on his elbow watching me. I could tell he was trying to hold off, but he was too close now.
"Babe," he said, if my mouth wasn't so full, I would 'aw' at the cute nickname. "I'm gonna come." he whimpered. I sucked him even harder. "Shit, I'm gonna come." he said again, but I still didn't pull off. I held hips still and sucked him. I heard him moaned and sigh, his muscles tensed and I felt his warm liquid spill into my mouth. Wasn't the best tasting thing, but I swallowed, wasn't much I could do anyway.
I finally pulled up from him, licking my lips wiping them off. Jack was smiling like an idiot. It made me smile too, I crawled back up on him and kissed him. "Did you swallow?" he asked me and chuckled. I nodded and he kissed me against. "Are you sure that was your first time giving a blow job?"
"Yeah," I mumbled. His fingers tangled in my hair. "Why does it taste so salty?" I asked and he just shook his head.
"I don't know." he mumbled against me. Every time we were intimate or just close to each other, I could feel my heart swell over and over again, like my heart was going to burst out of my chest. I had so much emotion and love towards him, it was like I didn't know what to do with myself around him.
Jack got up, tucking himself back into his pants and standing up. He smiled at me and bent back down kissing me. "I love you," I whispered. Jack pulled away looking at me. I didn't want to take back what I said, but I felt like I shouldn't have said it. Jack stood up against buttoning up his shirt. "Jack," I whispered. He looked at me and came closer.
"I have work. I'll um, I'll call you later." he said and left the room quickly. My heart clenched in my chest. I knew that I was moving fast, but I can't take it back now.
"Fuck!" I yelled and hit my fist on the bed. I got up, changing my pants and boxers because they were still messy. I quickly brushed my teeth and walked down the hallway to Kena's room. I pushed the door open, checking to make sure she was okay. Here room as dark and dull, and something felt strange. I walked into her room, going over to her bed. She was laying on her side, a lot quieter than she usually was. I touched her shoulder, but she didn't move.
I instantly felt tears in my eyes. "Kena," I whispered. She didn't answered. I shook her shoulder again, I forced her to roll over a little, eyes still closed. "Kenadie," I could hear the shakiness in my voice. My vision was blurred from tears. A sob left my mouth and I covered it with my hands. My body shook as it all sunk in. I fell to my knees next to her bed trying to wake her up. "Kenadie!" I screamed at her. She didn't move at all. My fingers rand thought my hair, the grip tightening. I got my phone out of my pocket and dialing my moms number. She picked up after the first ring, knowing that I was watching her.
"Hey, baby, is everything okay?" I started sobbing into the phone holding my stomach, I felt like I was going to be sick. "Hunny, Alex, is everything okay? Talk to me, what's going on?"
"S-she's gone, mama." I lost it. Everything I was still capable of holding in, I lost. I broke. Kenadie is gone.
"Alex, what do you mean?" I heard my moms voice shake.
"Shes not w-waking up, i think she's dead."