I awoke the next morning on the couch. Kellin was asleep on the recliner. I got up and walked to the kitchen. I pulled out the pancake mix and started to cook. When I finished I had 12 perfect pancakes. Kellin walked into the kitchen, "What's all this for?"
"One, I wanted some and two, thank you for last night. I had fun," I sad. He smiled and wrapped his around around my waist. I looked up at him. He laid his forehead on mine.
"So did I," he said sweetly. He kissed my forehead, "I meant every word I said, Lacy. You are beautiful I just never realized it. I'm sorry I didn't till last night," he kissed my lips softly. I kissed him back. He cupped my face with his hands, deepening the kiss. We pulled away and sat down to eat.
When we finished eating I got a shower and changed into a black tanktop and red hot pants. I went back downstairs and Kellin was sitting on the couch shirtless. His hair was still soaked from his shower. I sat on his lap and started to play with his hair. He chuckled. I kissed down his jawline, "Lacy no," he said firmly. He pushed me off him. He stood up and walked outside. I followed.
"Kellin?" He looked back at me. I wrapped my arms around his waist, "I'm sorry,"
"It's okay, just don't do it again. I don't want you to get hurt, I'm not...good,"
"What do you mean?"
"I can't always love you like you want me too, I mean I'm 17 and stupid. I think it's best if we don't try to make this a relationship," he said. I felt my heart break. The tears pricked at my eyes. I walked inside and went to my bedroom.
God what have I done? I just broke her heart, but It was the right thing to do. Right?