An hour had passed and my flight was due in 7 minutes,I was waiting at the terminal seating area when suddenly
I caught sight of a tall figure running full speed down the hallway towards my terminal. I squinted,studying this random person.
They were about 20ft away from me and they were sporting all black clothing apart from gold hightops and what looked like a gold Rolex on his wrist.
It looked like....Justin's.
I instantly shot up and sprinted away from him,panicking as my suitcase and items wobbled behind me.
''Flight 903 To Atlanta is now boarding at Terminal 6,That is Flight 903 To Atlanta is now boarding at Terminal 6,Thank you.''
The intercom blared.
I was positively shaking as I saw how close he was getting towards catching me.
''TORI!'' Justin screamed,his voice shaky. Was he crying?
I didn't dare look back...if I saw him crying I would run straight into his arms to comfort him.
''Tori!-'' He tried again,his voice hoarse and groggy.Yep he was crying...''Please,please don't leave me.'' He begged,finally catching up to me and turning me around slowly.
My heart broke into a trillion pieces once again as I watched his normal caramel coloured eyes turn to a weak dark brown,layered with tears. His lip began to quiver as he stared desperately into my eyes. ''Please,you're all I have.'' He whispered,brushing his thumb over my tear stained cheek.
Fuck..I promised myself I wouldn't cry.
I pushed his hand away gently,shaking my head before I slowly backed up. ''I can't Justin...I need closure,I can't keep living my life like this...I'm not happy anymore Justin,I can't even find myself when I'm with you...you make me forget about important things I need to remember..I need to find myself again,because I'm so lost right now..and the path is unclear when I'm with you.'' I whispered,leaning up and kissing his cheek one last time.
He called out again once I continued walking. ''Please..I'll change,I'll love you better,I'll stop all this bullshit and focus entirely on you...I need you.'' He pleaded,trying desperately to grab my hand.
I shook him off and hurried to my Terminal. ''I love you,Tori..don't do this to me,please don't leave me!'' He furiously shrieked. ''Don't you dare go through that Terminal.''
I wiped away my tears and swiftly looked over my shoulder. ''Just watch me.'' I stated,handing the woman my passport and tickets to check.
Justin stood there,you could almost hear his heart shatter. He looked up at me through his watery eyelashes and pulled on the ends of his hair. ''If you get on that plane,I'll kill myself.'' He stated blandly,staring anywhere but my eyes. ''You're the only thing I live for on this fucked up planet and if you leave me I have nothing else to live for.'' He whispered. ''If you get on that plane,I will simply kill myself.'' He repeated,finally looking up and staring me straight in the eyes.
His dark brown orbs travelled across mine to detect any sympathy but the only thing I could do was let out the breath I had held in for the past 20 seconds.
''You are the love of my fucking life...There is no reason for me to be here apart from you.If you take that away from me I'll kill myself,tonight.'' He murmured,playing with the belt on his jeans.
Thats where he kept his gun...
My eyes darted around the room and everyone was in a hurry,running to their terminals whilst time stood still for me and Justin.
I knew he wasn't stupid enough to bring a gun into an airport but I know it was somewhere around here..probably in the car.
''I may be one big giant fuck up but one thing I haven't fucked up was my love for you,I have never stopped loving you Tori Mae Brooks and I know for a fact you haven't either. '' He pleaded,walking forwards and grabbing my hand.
''Miss,the plane is about to take flight,please enter this way.'' The woman impatiently hissed,ushering other passengers aswel.
I turned around and took one last look at the boy who brought me so much pain and happiness over this past year and a half.
I took in his soft tousled messy hair which was almost flat against his head.
I took in his perfect plump lips and how they fitted perfectly with mine.
I took in his little button nose that I would always bite to annoy him.
I took in his soft brown caramel eyes which were evidently one of his best features.
I took in him,all of him.
I remembered all the times he made me feel alive...our late night chats,our hilarious secrets we would spill till the early hours of the morning.
His adorable smile that made his eyes bunch together in the corners when I made him laugh.
His inhaler he had to carry everywhere and his obsession with Animal Planet.
Him....He was my best friend.
And I was about to walk out of his life for good,taking every memory we once ever shared together and letting it get sucked out the plane along with every emotion and feeling he made me encounter.
He was one hell of a boy,he was my boy.
I wiped my tear stained cheeks once again and looked back for a split second. ''Goodbye,Justin.'' I whispered,watching his face fall once he realised I was really going.
But one thing made my stomach churn as I started to walk the tunnel leading to the plane entrance.
With one sigh,Justin walked away from me.
But as he walked away with the sorrow pouring out his body.He muttered these words that made my heart collapse.
''I hope you at least come back to Canada to attend my funeral,because I'm not sticking around for that much longer now that the only thing I cared about has walked out of my life.''
so this was a flop chapter but it was written quickly as it's getting late here so yeah
looks like Tori left...or has she?;)
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