1. deep regret or guilt for a wrong committed. "they were filled with remorse and shame"
''Yes..she's lost a lot of blood,so I had to give her a large transfusion.''
There was an unidentified noise following which startled me,but not one muscle twitched on my limp body.
''Are you a close family member of her,sweetie?'' A woman asked quietly.
''I'm- I'm her boyfriend.''
I suddenly felt like I didn't have the strength to breathe...Austin was here?
Before I could even comprehend what was going on,I began to splutter and choke on my own saliva.
''Shit,s-she's waking up!'' Someone yelled,followed by footsteps.
''Oh my god'' Someone muttered under their breath. ''Please be okay.''
After loosing the strength to cough so I wouldn't choke,my eyes peeled open to see about 5 people surrounding me in a small pure white room.
''Tori,Tori can you hear me?'' Someone asked firmly,scribbling down notes frantically on a blue clipboard perched in front of their body.
I slowly let my eyes travel around the room looking at all the individual pale faces staring back at me.
Nurse....A second Nurse...The random man with the clipboard....Justin....Tay-
I couldn't take my eyes off his bloodshot and droopy eyes.
''B-Baby.'' He whispered,shaking his head as a tear slowly fell down his cheek.
I shook my head and looked away to where Taylor was stood.
She looked down at me,her eyes welling with tears. ''I was so worried.'' She cried,running forwards and lightly hugging me.
''You were out for a whole week.'' She whispered.
''When did he get here?'' I whispered,nodding over to Justin's figure who was drinking a cup of water.
''Justin? oh...he never left.'' She replied,looking back to make sure he didn't hear us. ''He hasn't left this room since the night of the party..He refused...he only left to go to the toilet but other than that..nurses would give him food and other things.''
I looked over at Justin to see him rubbing his eyes as he yawned,he was sat in a chair with a half full cup of water,I watched as he suddenly began to shut his eyes.
I held in my laugh as his head flopped forwards as he fell asleep,jolting him awake as he spilt some of the water over his leg.
I began to laugh but had to stop as my lower stomach began to hurt.
Justin looked over at me and started laughing slightly. ''What's so funny?'' He chuckled.
I shook my head smiling. ''Oh nothing..just the fact that you spilled water over yourself making it look like you peed.'' I smirked,pointing to his upper thigh.
''Shit.'' He chuckled,shaking his head as he looked over to me and smiled. ''I didn't even realise.''
I smiled but instantly stopped when I noticed what I was doing.
I was talking to him like it was old times..like I forgot what he put me through.
When Justin noticed I had stopped talking and looked away he sighed.
''I'm going to get you some food Ok? you haven't been fed properly for days.'' He stated,standing up and pulling up his skinny jeans.
I had only just realised that Justin had changed his whole style...but did I like it? I'm not sure yet.
I scanned his body as he walked over to the door.
There was no doubt about it...Justin had lost so much weight,he had a new haircut which looked so nice.
Did I just say that?
Yes,yes you did.
He was sporting a plain white tank top with a leather jacket..he paired that with black super tight skinny jeans and a pair of gold Supra's..if I don't say so myself...he looked pretty good..but I wasn't so sure on the new haircut...it kinda took his innocence.
But who am I kidding...he never was innocent,he fucking cheated on you point blank,and don't forget that it was in your bed.
As he walked past me I got a strong whiff of cologne and it nearly sent be back to sleep...it was heavenly.
''If you need anything press the button on the side of the bed alright?'' He asked,raising his eyebrows as he stopped by the door.
I nodded my head,not finding the strength to look him right in the eyes.
''Please be safe.'' I heard him whisper as he trudged out the room.
I don't understand why he was doing this to me? was he trying to fuck up my head.
And when the fuck did Taylor leave the room?
Just as I was about to call her name someone stormed into the room and locked the door.
I squinted to see who it was but my eye sight failed me.
''Tori.'' They whispered.
I could recognise that voice from anywhere.
''A-Austin?'' I chocked,completely scared that he was only a few feet in front of me.
I frantically tried to reach for the red emergency button on the side of the bed,but I couldn't find it as my eyes were glued to him,not risking to let any of his moves become unnoticed.
''HELP!'' I screamed. ''H-HELP!'' But that all changed once he rushed forwards and tied something in my mouth,stopping me from screaming.
As the scratchy fabric tickled my throat I felt salty tears begin to fall again..
For once I wanted Justin to be here...
but maybe..just maybe,he wont be here to rescue me this time..
short update,don't judge meh;)
IM LISTENING TO MATT HUNTER OMFG THAT BOY GIVES ME BUTTERFLYS..HE'S LIKE THE SPANISH FETUS JUSTIN IF YOU DON'T KNOW HIM..LISTEN TO 'IS IT YOU' 'MI SENORITA' AND 'MI AMOUR' BY HIM...THERE MY HOOD JAMS LOL,NO I'M KIDDING BUT THERE AMAZING AND MY FAVES OF HIS:*
AND I JUST FOUND OUT IM GOING TO MILEYS BANGERZ TOUR WITH MY FRIEND ON 16TH MAY IM PEEING HOLY SHIT IM GOING TO SEE MY QUEEN YAASS SLAY ME MILEY .
OK SO THATS ENOUGH FANGIRL:* WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE ME TO DO A 'LITTLE BIT ABOUT ME' MUMBLE? TELLING YOU A BIT ABOUT MYSELF SO YOU KNOW ME A BIT BETTER? *clicks tongue* OR NAWWWWWW
OK IM TOO OBSESSED WITH MAGCON BOYS SOZNOTSOZ IM JUST HYPER BECAUSE IM HAVING CHICKEN DIPPERS FOR DINNER AND MATT HUNTER IS SINGING IN MY EAR RIGHT NOW YAS SLAY.
OK IM DONE.