I sat my ass down on the couch,it had been 2 day's since I have even seen Tori and I was told by Jacob she wanted space.
I missed my princess so damn much,What I did was wrong...so wrong but I would do anything for that girl.
She was my first love,my first time,she showed me the light at my darkest times. And I have a feeling I've done it this time..I have a feeling I've lost her.
I wiped the sleep out of my eyes and put the bottle of whiskey down on the table.I grabbed my laptop and logged into Facebook and headed straight for Tori's profile.
She was active 7 hours ago and her last status put up was 28 hours ago.
'Tori Brooks ; Taylor and her cherubs always know how to cheer me up,couldn't ask for a better friend.Big day tomorrow. #nosleepsquad '
I frowned and re-read the status...big day tomorrow? what was she doing?
I pushed that thought to the back of my head and closed my macbook,climbing off the couch and jogging upstairs to get into the shower.
I had to find her...
I looked down at the passenger seat smiling at the bunch of fresh roses I had just brought for my princess. The big bear I had also got was sat limply on the seat.
I had been out almost 2 hours grabbing things for Tori,I had gone to build-a-bear and got her a bear with a voice message inside which spoke 'I love you 5' I got her red roses,a box of chocolates and the Victoria's Secret underwear and sweatshirt she wanted.
I was now on my way to Taylor's so I could Surprise Tori,She should still be there right?
Once I parked up I jogged up to the door slowly,holding the gifts in one hand. I ran my fingers through my hair and carelessly checked my breath just to make sure she wouldn't be able to smell the alcohol.
Taylor pulled the door open with her free hand,my eyes drifted down to Shaye who was contently sitting on Taylor's hip sucking his thumb.
I composed myself and cleared my throat. ''Tay,where is Tori?'' I breathed looking into the door behind her in hope of catching a glimpse of Tori.
She cleared her throat and set Shaye down on the floor before she stood back up,hands on her hips,eyebrows raised. ''Why did you hurt her?'' She replied back,a look of disgust on her face.
I gulped, I guess Tori must have told her everything. ''I didn't mean to,Tay you can shout at me all you want later,but right now I need to see her.''
She rolled her eyes and went to shut the door but I put my foot in the way. ''Get your foot out,I will crush it.'' She stated,trying to jam her door closed. I shook my head keeping my ground. ''I'm not leaving until you let me see her.'' I growled,swinging her door open with all my force and walking in. The door slammed against the wall and almost instantly Shaye started to cry. ''Fuck you Justin.'' She whined,picking up Shaye and walking into another room with him.I sat down running a hand through my hair.
I pulled my phone out for the 3rd time and texted Tori. 'Babe,where are you? I'm at Taylor's.'
As soon as I pressed 'Send' a phone went off near by,I frowned and looked around until I found Tori's phone under a pillow.
I grabbed it and read through the notifications on her home screen. 'Sarah:gonna miss you boo:(' 'Matt: Art won't be the same without you.' 'Baby: Babe,where are you? I'm at Taylor's'.
I frowned. Where was she and why did she leave her phone here? her phone is practically glued to her hand 25/8.
I typed in her password and checked through her messages.
Matt: stay safe girl,call me when you get there?
Tori: sure,I'll miss you buddy.
Matt: Art won't be the same without you.
I rolled my eyes and clicked on Tori's messages to Taylor.
Tori: girl I'm coming over tomorrow,Im not happy here anymore and I want to get away.
Taylor: You're always welcome here babe,is it Justin again?
Tori: Thank you,but I don't just mean out of the house with him...I mean out of the country.
Taylor: fuck...that bad? christ Bieber,what did he do this time?
Tori: I'll tell you everything when I'm there,I'm keeping this from Justin though..
Taylor: ok see you in the a.m.
Message read at 01:56 a.m
Tori: Thank you for everything,I've just gone out to get myself some things for the flight I'll be over after..I've been thinking and I'm gonna leave my phone here,I can't bare to see Justin's messages to me once I'm gone,they will make me get the next flight back...Don't give anyone my number apart from the people I tell you please,I don't want Justin tracking it down.
Taylor: Oh god this is real isn't it..you're really moving. Its so upsetting to think that asshole is making you do this but I guess its your last result,I'll see you in a few. Thought about where you're going yet?
Tori: I'm going back to Atlanta I think..unless I change my mind,I know that place holds so much bad memories but I probably won't stay there for long...Who knows where my new life will take me.
Taylor: The babies will miss you so much,I might have to join you soon...Canada is beautiful but so damn cold and I don't want the kids to be trapped in because of the snow I want them to experience grass and all that shit.
Tori: sounds like a plan..I'll see you in 10 mins!
Message read at 14:06 pm.
Tori: I'm halfway to the airport now,this is it..no turning back,I love you so much Tay,give Shayla and Shaye a big goodbye kiss from me again,I'll text you on my new number when I'm on the other side,you can keep the phone if you want..it does have 'I love you 5' printed on the back though as it was a gift from Justin so I don't expect you to keep it lol.
Message read at 20:07 pm
I looked at the clock on the mantle piece and realised Tori sent this message 7 minutes ago.
She was on her way to the airport...
she was leaving Canada...
she was leaving me...
Suddenly my chest felt tight and I was finding it hard to breathe,I grabbed my keys and phone off the table and picked up the gifts and sprinted out the door.
I ran down the drive and headed straight to my car. ''Where are you going?'' Taylor screamed from the door.
''TO STOP TORI.'' I yelled back,wrenching open the door and jamming the keys into the ignition.
''Shit..I'm coming with you..'' She muttered,running back into the house.
''Fuck you Taylor.'' I growled,igniting my car and zooming off down the street. How could Taylor let her leave? what a fucking bitch..I'll never forgive her for that.
I wiped the tears which were threatening to fall as I increased in speed,now entering the highway.
The nearest airport was an hour and a half away and I was determined to get there in under an hour.
'I love you 5 - Never Shout Never' began to play on the radio and I almost instantly switched it off,but it was too late,my eyes were getting blurry and my lip was quivering. That was mine and Tori's song...
I wiped my tears away fiercely and stepped on the gas.
I was running out of time...
Tori was probably there by now...
Every mile that passed I was becoming more nervous.
Why would she leave me like that?
I almost want to hate her for even thinking of doing that..
But I love her way too much to even think like that...
Why does everything I love alway leave me...
She is my everything,the only thing keeping me sane,my only source of happiness,and even she was leaving me.
There's something clearly wrong with me..
I was the problem here..
I was the fuck up...
I was the broken one..
I made her leave me..
I didn't even know I was pushing her away..
But I did know one thing...
I will do anything in my power to stop her from getting on that plane...
y'all shit is going down,will Justin stop Tori or will she leave Canada for good?
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