15. I just can't do it anymore
I came home from a hard day at school. It sucked ass. I got bullied and harassed, like always, but it was worse today. I know I promised Bunni I wouldn't but I have to. One time won't matter tight? I really hate myself right now. I'm super fat and ugly and my hair gets uncontrollable sometimes. Um really stupid and stuff too. Why did I have to be given this particular life?
As I pull out my long lost best friend I hear my laptop ding so I grab that, too. I go on LifeBuzz. I have tons of hate like Why don't you just go kill yourself and you're so ugly and fat, even a pig wouldn't want to look at you. I didn't even know more than half of the people sending me hate, like what the heck!!! I started trying and defending myself but it only made it worse so I gave up. I watched the notifications add up, reading ever single one. It hurt my heart so bad that by the time I was don't there wasn't an inch on my body, besides my face, that wasn't covered with cuts. Not a single inch. Everything was gray and blurt so I got up like slowly and drank a ton of water. It made it better, and it eventually went away but I still felt weezy. I looked over at my phone and I gasped in horror as realized it was at ONE PERCENT!!! I went over to a draw in the kitchen to grab a charger, and I saw something that caught my eye. It was beautiful. It's black body was perfect. I was starting and my savior, a black gun.