I must have dosed off because I woke up when Bunni was shaking me and saying "Alex wake up!" I asked her what was the matter and she told me it was time to go. She said she had already done all the discharge papers and what not, I just had to sign saying I was leaving.
The car ride was really awkward and silent. I reached to turn on the radio, but she looked at me in a way that said that I should lower my arm back to my side. I sighed and propped my head against the window thinking about what deep shit I had gotten myself into. When we got to my house Bunni said I'm going to change your bandages. It stung, but I barely felt anything.
After that, we sat down and started watching the Walking Dead. About four episodes later, I looked over at Bunni and she was asleep. I made sure before sneaking off to grab my laptop. I needed to check LifeBuzz (Remember its fake). I logged on and had 108 notifications. Wow.
Most of them were The Barbies saying mean things, people liking their post. I knew I shouldn't be on there because it would just make me upset, but I had to! Some of them I replied snobby comments back. At one point i made a rant post. I knew it was kinda rude but still, I felt like I needed to say something.
Right as I was about to fall asleep, I heard a little boop indicating a message on LifeBuzz. I "woke up" my computer only to see a comment to my rant post from Brooke. I rolled my eyes but I read it anyways.
BrookyBee: Ugh Godzilla's back! Why are you still on here? Further more why are you still alive?
I decided I'm gonna do something I've wanted to do for a long time. I clicked reply and my fingers somehow were moving faster than I could think but surprisingly there was no grammar errors. Before I could stop myself I hit send. I realized what I had done and what I had said. I cursed under my breath as the words pop up on my screen under Brooke's comment. It said:
AlexTheKillr: You know what Brooke? Fuck you. FUCK YOU! You're just a bitch who puts people down for your own sick entertainment. And do you even knows how that affects people?!?!?! I've been bullied by you for years and do you even know how that affects me? I don't think you do! I am messed up form all the bitchy, snarky, and mean things you say. You know what else? YOU'RE A BULLY, BROOKE! You THINK you're so cool because you BULLY PEOPLE, so THEY ARE AFRAID OF YOU! So why don't you shut up and try not to ruin any more lives like you did mine.
I stared at my screen in shock. Where did that come from? That sounds nothing like me. The same thought kept swimming through my mind as I fell asleep, What have I done? Brooke is going to kill me!