After my debate with myself i took a nice long shower and got ready for my day.
As i walked out the door i was bombarded by Kyle.
"Before you run off, just hear me out." He said.
I stopped walking.
"I know i shouldn't have kissed you, it was wrong and I'm sorry but tell me the truth did you or did you not feel something?"
As much as i wanted to say no i couldn't.
"I did, but it was small, really small." I said.
He got excited.
"Thats still something!" He said.
"Now follow up question, do something with me today, just as friends, give me a chance, i promise i won't try anything." He said with pleading eyes.
Technically it wouldn't be cheating if we were hanging out as friends.
"Fine, but just as friends." I said.
"Yes!" He yelled jumping in the air.
"Met me at the flower garden at six!" He said running inside.
What have i gotten myself into?
At five forty five i got ready and headed out.
I waited at the entrance of the garden for Kyle.
"Are you Emily?" An old man asked.
"Yes." I said.
How did he know me?
"Right this way." He said leading me through the garden.
He lead me to a patch of daisies, my favourite, and left.
I looked at the flowers, they were beautiful.
Then i notices something, i took a step back, the flowers spelt out,
'I love you'
This couldn't possibly be for me.
Kyle came up behind me.
"Do you like it?" He asked.
"Yeah but you didn't have to do this." I said.
"Yeah i did, i really do love you, i have since the moment i laid my eyes on you, it was love at first sight." He said coming closer.
"Kyle don't." I said.
"Don't worry I'm going to keep my promise." He said.
We walked around for a bit just admiring the flowers, they were all so beautiful.
"How about we go to the document centre?" Kyle asked me.
"Whats that?" I asked.
"Its where they store the information about people who died, i know someone who can get us in, i want you to learn more about me." He said.
"So we are going to break in?" I asked.
"Kind of not really, someones gonna let us in."
"Even though we shouldn't be aloud to go in." I said.
"Fine." I said.
He dragged me along.
Kyle knocked on the back door three times and a girl opened it.
She had pink hair and brown eyes.
"Hey Kyle, come in."
"Thanks again, Jamie." Kyle said.
"Anytime." Jamie said.
"This way." Kyle said to me.
We walked into a room with rows and rows of cabinets.
We stopped at one.
"Heres mine." He said taking a file out.
I opened it and read through it, it was exactly what he was telling me about and more.
I felt bad for him.
His best friend ditched him,
Every pet he ever owned ran away,
He was accused of stealing and went to jail for a year, the whole time it was actually his mother.
The list went on.
He was very unlucky.
"Enough about me." He said taking the file from me.
We wondered a bit until i saw a familiar name.
Collin T. McPhail
"Open it." Kyle said catching me looking at it.
I opened it and took one of the files out.
It said everything i already knew.
Then stuff i didn't know like...
Collin was bullied,
He had heart problems as a kid,
His grandfather verbally abused him,
This one shocked me...
He pulled the plug on the machine that was keeping him alive!
I quickly closed the file and stuffed it back in the cabinet.
"You okay?" Kyle said looking up from a file he was reading.
But i wasn't okay.
Why did Collin do that?
Why didn't he tell me?
He said he could feel that he was dying that day, probably because he was the one who let himself go.
"Can we go?" I asked.
"Sure." Kyle said.
We left the building.
"Are you sure your alright?" He asked.
I shook my head no.
"I read something in Collins file that i know i wasn't supposed to see." I said.
"How bad?" Kyle asked.
"Its not like he did anything wrong to someone else, just himself." I said.
Kyle came over to me and gave me a hug, i let him.
Why did he keep it from me?
"Everything will be alright, just talk to him." Kyle said.
"He'll explain it to you, i've seen the way he looks at you, he won't be able to keep things from you for a long time."
I looked up at Kyle and did something i knew i would regret.
I kissed him.