4. Keep Calm, Babygirl
The bomb was in the hospital abulance truck. Derek had done a very risky thing to protect everyones life ...by risking his own. I was so scared for him. I almost hated him for doing it. When we got on the plane I ignored him, and everyone else which wasn't like me. I always made conversation but then I just made it seem like I was sleeping. "Well let her rest. May e she's tired", Derek said coming to my defense. My rescue. Grrr!! I hated him for it. I hated him for it. For being the big tough sexy sensitive...wait. Did I just say sexy?!?! Holy shit. I was and there was nothing I could do about it. I kind of liked Derek. No I didn't. Yes I did. I battled that in my mind for the whole trip back home.
When we got back to Quantico I grabbed a coffee. Figured I'd sit in Rossi's room for a bit, just to clear my head. When all of a sudden, you guessed it Derek walked in. You probably guess that he asked if I was okay. You would probably guess that he would hug me and I would faint. Okay maybe not the last Part. I didn't even guess.
"You been okay? You always try to make convo", he asked getting coffee.
" I was okay. Just tired. But no, I'm fine. ", I said. He resumed to getting back his coffee. In a moment of silence I blurted. " I hate you. "
He seemed kind of token aback. "Well um... Why exactly?", he questioned.
"You couldve DIED ! You always think about yourself don't you?". He just stood there and at that moment I lost any sense of judgement and I knew I wasn't making sense. " If you would have died, we would all be in mourning. Wearing black because you did something for you. I was kind of getting used to babygirl and cheeks and if you would have died Morgan ", I yelled silently on the verge of tears. He came over to hug me. I backed away. " no no. Don't touch me. Don't ..."
I suddenly found myself doing the most unpredictable thing yet.
I kissed him. When our lips touched my senses clicked and I ran away embarassed. What the hell was I thinking?! I'm truly stupid aren't I ??
The next day when I saw him, I tried to ignore him and not run into him. When I was getting my coffee he turned me around. I thought about squirming, but I didn't.
"You kissed me. Babygirl i guess I'm just going to have to risk my life more often", he said with a smirk.
" I was out if judgment. Just forget it happened. ", I pleaded.
" All this time, I thought. Riley Drew untouchable. But you couldn't have the thought of losing me could you?", he kept on.
" Derek Morgan, The thought of losing you was very unbearable last night. But I don't have feelings for you? So just forget it okay?", I said.
" that sounded like a question. Not a statement. ", he said with a tone of play
" Derek Morgan hop off my dick and forget this... Forget us!!", i exclaimed.
"Keep calm babygirl. Morgan ain't going no where. "
I left the room somehow amused and upset