Zayn wipped away my tears and everyone was hugging me once again, i took a picture with everyone and with them all together. 'I mean I am really sad at the moment but I shouldn't just let the chance blow away and not take a photo with them. Maybe I will never see them again'
"We're going to eat now, you'll come over later, Hazza?" Louis said and Harry just nodded.
I sat down to calm down a bit and he sat nexto me and put his arm around me, which made me feel really comfortable. I began to tell him my story:
In school they are putting me down, but I always get up. They are saying shitty things about you and the boys. You don't deserve this. You are the most wonderful people in this fucking world. I don't have friends, because they say I'm too uncool for them and stuff. And when I listen to your songs I feel pretty and i feel like the most beautiful girl in the world. That's why i love you. I have some friends on Twitter but they are from other countries, so my parents say "they aren't real friends, go and search for real ones. Or they critizise me with : all you are talking about is this band"
" You are beautiful, don't let them bring you down, you are beautiful"
"stop it Harry, you are just saying this to make me happy and because I am your fan"
"No, look into my eyes babe"
I looked at him and it felt like I was looking into my world.
"you are beautiful" he said again
Suddenly his face came closer and closer, he wanted to kiss me, but I said " I'm sorry I can't do that, why did you wanted to kiss me"
"Oh no, I should be sorry, it's just you are so beautiful and i really like you."
"I like you too but this isn't something new I guess, but you don't even know me, so this is just-"
He began to laugh. "I'm really sorry. Normally I don't do things like that. Forget about that, okay?"
We smiled at each other and he said "you wanna see me again babe?"
"What a question, yes of course, when and where?"
"give me your number, I'll call you, okay?"
I gave him my number and leaved the arena. At home I still couldn't believe what happened today. On twitter i just wrote about the concert because the rest was my secret. I felt really good and it was a feeling that i never had before.