We were all walking to our cars.
'' Me,Jade, Jesy And Ash are going in Jesy's car. Michael go in Leigh Anne's car since Luke has to bring back the new set of guitars in the back seats. So Luke and Ken go in Luke's car.'' Cal explained, I looked over at Ken who was standing next to Jesy.
'' Yea lets do that, but where are we going for lunch ?'' Leigh Anne asked, we all looked at each other.
'' how about the dinner, i mean sure its like thirty minutes away but its the best'' Jade suggested we all agreed and walked to our cars.
I walked over to the passenger seat and opened it for Kendall to get in. She gave me a small smile before she got in, i closed the door and walked over to the drivers seat. I backed out of the driveway and waited for Ash to back out of the driveway with Jesy's car.
Once he did he took the lead and i was right behind him, Michael who was driving Leigh Anne car was right behind me.
'' Kendall ?'' I asked, she looked up at me.
'' Yes Luke'' She asked as she kept her eyes on me.
'' I, I... I was wondering are you still willing to go on that date ?'' I asked, after what happened at Cal's house i didn't know if she still wanted to go.
'' Tell me something first and then I'll give you my answer'' She said, i looked at her as we came to a red light.
'' Shoot'' I said, she looked out the window for a minute and then back at me. Then a green light was shown and we began moving again.
'' Do you see us... just as friends ?'' She asked. I wanted to answer her but i was scared.
'' Luke ?'' She asked once more.
'' no i don't... Kendall you mean something to me and... i wanna say i love you but i don't want to be hurt again'' I said as we were passing by houses and stores. I looked at her from the corner of my eye.
'' Luke... I'm not going to hurt you... i promise'' She said as she put her hand on top of my free hand.
I glanced at our hands for a moment then i looked back at the road. I intertwined our fingers together. She didn't hesitate.
" I know you won't... but after Katie... I thought i would never be able to love again'' i said.
I glanced down at our hands.
" But what i'm really scared of is hurting you'' He whispered, i was taken by surprise. Him hurting me ?
" why do you say that ?'' I ask a little afraid of his remark.
'' I'm bad your good... they don't together'' i interrupted him and pulled my hand away from his.
'' Luke where did all this come from ?'' i asked, as we came to another red light.
'' I don't... i don't even know i guess you had me thinking and'' I stopped him.
'' It's fine i get it... good and bad don't go together'' I said and looked out the window we stayed in silence.
Why did i ask him that ? I could've just said yes about going to that date. But no i have to ruin everything.
I kept looking out the window until we got to the dinner.
Once we parked by the dinner i quickly got out and walked over to Jesy's car to meet them.
'' So is this place really good ?'' I asked Jade once she got out.
'' Good ? its amazing the best dinner i know'' she said i laughed. I looked over at Cal who was now talking to Luke.
'' Well lets go in'' Jesy said and we all agreed.
'' So what do you do for a living ?'' Jade asked, we were finally in the dinner waiting for our food. I was sitting next to Jade while Jesy sat on my right and Leigh Anne right next to her. The boys were across from us. Michael was across for me thank god.
The boys were talking among themselves so we girls decided to get to know each other.
'' Well i write a bunch of lyrics and that's it, my life is really boring'' i said, Jesy laughed.
'' Don't worry your life won't be boring after you start hanging with us'' She added, Leigh Anne nodded.
'' We'll go to the mall together, maybe even a club'' She said i smiled. I picked up my water and took a sip.
'' And maybe you could help us kill people'' Jesy said in a whisper, i spit my water out and the girls started laughing.
'' Very funny'' I said, then i looked up and saw i spit the water all over Michael. I couldn't help but laugh Cal and Ash joined.
'' Thanks Ken, I appreciate you spiting in my face'' He says and takes a napkin. I laughed and said sorry.
'' You should've seen your face'' Jade said while laughing. I laughed, i could imagine it already.
'' I was just messing with you girl'' Jesy said, i gave her a smile.
'' Anyways tell us what else you do'' She says, i got an idea.
'' Well i smoke weed, and i fuck a lot of dudes you know one stands never call them again'' I said with a smirk.
Both Jade and Leigh Annes mouths drop, Cal and Ash are laughing.
'' you what'' Jesy says but Michael cuts her off.
'' She's messing with you Jesy'' He says, i nod.
'' Please i'm not that slutty'' I say, And we all laugh. Expect for Mr. Hemmings