I turned around when i heard foot steps and i saw Luke.
'' Hey'' He says, i smile.
'' You look beautiful'' He says with a smile.
'' Not to bad your self'' I reply we both laugh.
'' So the deal ?'' He asks, I nod. I 'm going to tell him even if it can be the end of us.
'' Luke... I do have feelings for you, they aren't small feelings but really big ones... i know we've only known each other for a month but i feel like I've known you for a long time... even though we got in a few fights and started of on the wrong foot. I guess what I'm trying to say is i love you Luke, but It's okay if you don't feel the same'' I say finally letting out everything i had to say.
Now i have to wait till he replies. Or rejects me.
'' Jade come on we have to go to the kitchen i heard Luke and Ken's conversation'' I said as we were in my room.
'' Cal, why were you listening to there conversation ?'' She asks as she gets out of my bed and walks towards me.
'' I'm just protecting Ken, she's really fragile i don't want Luke to hurt her I'm the only thing she has left'' I say as i open the door to my room and downstairs.
'' Well what are they going to talk about ?'' She asks, and i stop.
'' They are going to explain their feelings towards each other'' Her jaw dropped.
'' They are going to date !" she said excited.
'' Lets hope so, they both deserve to be happy'' She smiles at my words, she grabs my hand and take me downstairs to the kitchen.
I was surprised by her words, she feels that way ?
How could i not know, why did i let this happen ?
Too many question ran through my mind.
'' I should have never told you'' She says shaking her head and running outside to the backyard.
While i was left standing there, shocked. No, I'm not going to let her leave this time.
I ran outside to go after her.
Lucky i didn't put on my heels yet,so i was able to run faster.
I ran straight to the beach, I knew i shouldn't have told him how i felt. It was easily said that he didn't want me like that, he was shocked.
Tears came rushing down, maybe i should give up on love. It's hurt me to many times.
I guess after four relationships love just decide to give up on me. But the two relationships i will never forget are Harry and Ross.
Ross physically abused me he lied to me, i will never forget that.
And Harry we both hurt each other by breaking each others hearts.
I kept running until i reached the beach. I slowed down, I closed my eyes as i did. Then i opened them once more and the beach was empty. I was grateful that it was, i didn't feel like listening to others.
I walked over to a rock that was hidden from others, almost like a secret hide out. I always came here when i needed to think or write lyrics.
I looked to the ocean. I wiped my tears and looked down at my lap.
I can't get the image of his face out of my head, he was shocked his eyes were lost.
I shook my head.
Why do i always have to be the one that gets their heart broken.
I kept running around since she didn't stay in the backyard.
I checked the skate park, the store she works in which was the music shop. Then i checked the beach which was empty.
Then i gave up.
I walked over to a hide the boys and i found when we were younger like thirteen.
I kicked a pebble that was in front of me. Once i reached the place i heard crying, i looked up and i saw Kendall sitting on a big rock.
I quickly ran up to her.
'' Kendall'' She looked up.
" What do you want Luke ?'' She asked as she wiped her tears away and stood up.
i walked closer to her, then i took my thumb and wiped her tears away.
'' Kendall, why did you run away ?'' I ask, she looks at me for awhile.
'' Luke i know you don't feel the same i shocked you'' I cut her off.
'' Who says i don't feel the same way ?'' I ask her, she stayed quiet.
'' Kendall, i love you i truly do i try not to but it's hard i only push you away because i'm afraid i might lose you...that's why came looking for you... '' I explained.
'' i don't want to lose you again'' I whispered, and i slowly leaned in and kissed her lips.