"I kissed Cameron" Erika and Lilly looked weird at me.
I looked down. "What? When!?" Erika had her mouth open.
"5 Days ago" I smiled. "But.... How?"
I looked up. "I was hung over, he took care of me and then i might had asked him to cuddle with me"
Erika and Lilly looked at each other. "And then we kissed" I smiled again.
"Do you like him?" Erika smiled.
"Is he a good kisser?" Lilly winked at me.
i blushed. Erika and Lilly giggled.
"You like him!" I looked away.
"I dont know" Lilly looked at me.
"You should know by now" I looked down at my hands.
"I know, but im scared" I looked up and wipped away a tear.
"What are you scared of?" Lilly took my hand.
"Im scared that he doesnt feel the same and then its gonna ruin our friendship"
Erika and Lilly hugged me.
"Im sure he feels something" Erika smiled.
"yeah, i like Cameron. He is a good guy. He wont make you sad" Lilly hugged me again.
"But, if he doesnt feel something for you, then i've never liked him" Lilly smiled.
"Ava there is only one way to find out how he feels" I nodded.
"Ask him" Erika smiled at me.
I got up from Erika's bed, took on some shorts and a tshirt.
"What are you doing Ava?" I smiled at Erika.
"Come on, its only 7.35 PM" Erika looked at Lilly and then back at me.
"Where are we going?" I put my hair up in a meshy bump and smiled.
"To Nash's place. All the guys are there" Erika and Lilly smiled and took on some clothes.
Erika took her carkeys and then we drove to Nash's place.
I was so nervous. Maybe this was a bad idea, what if he didnt feel the same?
OH GOD. I didnt want this to ruin our friendship.
We got to Nash's place and knocked on the frontdoor.
We heard someone coming towards the door.
A girl opened up. A pretty girl....
"Who are you?" Erika was the jealous type.
The girl smiled. "My name is Julie, im Cameron's girlfriend"
I swear i felt my heart break.
"Come in" She smiled and walked away.
We walked inside and towards the livingroom where the guys and Julie were sitting.
I looked at Cameron. Julie sat on top of him. He turned his head and looked at me.
My heart just broke a little bit more for everytime i saw them, her or him.
She looked sad. I was wondering what happened since she looked down.
I know we kissed but i couldnt wait on her to feel the same for me forever.
I actually liked Julie, maybe it just wasnt ment to be between me and Ava.
Im sure she would find the man of her dreams one day.
i had to get crush on Ava to go away.
I smiled at her, she looked up and smiled back at me.
Everytime she smiled i felt butterflies flying around inside my stomach.
Erika sat on Brent, Lilly sat on Taylor, but Ava just sat on the floor.
After 2 hours or something, Lilly, Erika and Ava went to the bathroom together.
I didnt really get why girls did that...
After a while, they came out again.
Lilly and Erika sat on their boyfriends. But this time Ava sat on Nash and held her arms around his neck.
I felt angry, sad and dissapointed.
What was happening to me?
Was i jealous?
Why should i be jealous? I had Julie.
She was cute, sweet and Sexy.
This didnt make sence.
I kissed Julie and got up to find something to drink, cuz to be honest i could really use one.
I found a few bottles of vodka brought them to the little table in the middle of all the people.
After 3 hours or more, almost all of us were drunk.
i think I was the only one who still knew abit what was going on.
I looked at Nash and Ava. They were making out in a big chair.
I got mad, but i didnt do anything.
I just stopped touching Julie and walked up to bed.
I couldnt take anymore of Nash and Ava's tongues rupping against each other.
I just wanted them to go away.