I had to tell Julie, how i felt about Ava...
I havent talked to Ava for almost a week, i couldnt look at her.
Everytime i was near her i just wanted to grap her and kiss her as long as possible.
I was hanging out with Nash, he wanted to talk to me about something.
"So what is it bro?" I looked at Nash who was laying in my bed looking at twitter.
He looked up at me. "So i was thinking"
I sat down on the bed and looked at him. "About what?"
He locked his phone. "What's going on between you and Ava?"
I got a bit nervous. "What are you talking about, nothing"
He smiled. "So can i ask her to come with me on the magcon tour tomorrow?"
I looked away.
I didnt want him to try to score Ava, she was mine.
even tho i couldnt be with her, she was still mine.
Who was i kidding, she wouldnt want to be with Nash anyway.
"Sure, go ahead"
He smiled and unlocked his phone again.
He called her i knew it.
But i only heard him talking.
"Hey Ava, i was thinking, magcon tour is tomorrow and i was wondering if you wanted to come with"
He looked away. "Cool,see ya later then"
He hung up and smiled like a crazy person.
"She said yes!"
Great, now i had to look at her again and i had to act like i didnt want to kiss her all the time....
"Oh, thats great Nash!" I looked away.
"So is Julie coming?" I thought about it for a while without saying anything.
i looked up at Nash. "Nah, she has her work and stuff"
Nash nodded. "So did you pack yet?" I nodded and smiled.
I wanted to go home, i wanted to think about all this and clear everything up to myself.
"Hey, i gotta go home. I just remembered that i forgot to pack my uhm toothbrush"
Nash smiled. "Uhm, okay cool. See ya tomorrow Bro"
I nodded and hugged Nash.
I walked outside to my car and drove home.
I got home and walked up to my room, i looked at my suitcase.
I was so exited to meet all the fans.
They was the only think that wasnt making me think about Ava.
I took my phone up from my pocket and looked at my lockscreen.
My twitter was blowing up, because of magcon tomorrow.
I looked at some of the tweets from fans.
"I cant wait to meet you cam" that one made me smile.
I looked my phone and walked downstairs.
My mom was standing with her phone in the kitchen.
"Hey mom, whats for dinner?"
She looked up at me. "I ordered pizza"
I smiled. "Can i eat on my room?"
She looked weird at me. "What's wrong Cameron?" I shoke my head. "Nothing mom"
She locked her phone and pushed it into her pocket.
"Sweetie, you look sad" I looked down. "It's just some problems with Ava, thats it"
I sat down on one of the chairs and looked up at my mom.
"But isnt she your bestfriend?"
i looked away. "Yeah, she uhm Nash likes her"
"But then whats wrong? you have Julie, dont you?"
I smiled. "Yeah, youre right mom"
The pizzas came and i grapped mine.
I smiled at my mom and walked up to my room while the rest of my family ate together.
I missed Ava so much.
I woke up just in time.
I was so ready to come with Nash and the other guys on Magcon tour.
I was so exited.
I grapped my back and ran downstairs to say goodbye to my mom.
"Bye mom, i love you"
She hugged me and waved as i walked out of the door.
Nash was waiting outside.
"Hey you" He smiled at me and hugged me.
He was such a sweet and cute guy.
I could diffenatly see myself with him.
I loved that he was taller then me, but then again almost all the guys were...
i was only 5'6...
We got in the car and drove to the airport where we was suppose to meet the rest of the guys.
Not that i didnt want to see Cameron, it was just that eveything was kinda weird between us right now.
I loved him with all my heart, but maybe that wasnt enough.
We got to the airport and found the rest of the guys.
"Hey Ava!" Everyone was kinda glad i was there.
I looked at Matt, he was looking at Cameron with some kinda, what face.
Matt and i was great friends, but maybe Cameron had talked to him about all that has happened and then he was just a little weird about all of this.
I guess it was going to go away with time.
Soon i could talk to Cameron again, without it being weird.
God i hoped so.
We got our tickets and walked inside the plane.
I looked at my ticket. A36 i looked around and found my seat.
Great! a window seat! NOOOO
I was so scared of highs.
I sat down and looked down.
I was not going to look out of that window.
Someone sat down next to me.
Please dont let it be some creep.
I slowly looked up.
Cameron was sitting next to me, looking down on his phone which was on twitter.
"Cam" He looked at me.
"Hey" I smiled.
"Hey" He smiled back.
"Cam, i dont want things to get weird between us" He looked weird at me.
"What are you talking about?" I looked away.
"I mean after everything, this is not how things between us has to go down"
He smiled. "Im glad youre telling me this Ava, and im glad your with Nash now"
I looked weird at him. "Im not with Nash? we arent dating"
He started laughing a bit. "Yeah right"
What? I wasnt together with Nash? I WANTED CAMERON.
and i was going to get him, one way or another.