we went to the kitchen and got breakfast together then we asked the captain to take us to the port … we got off and the fucking paparazzi were There… we ran so fast toward our car and drove to our house … I thought for a minute that we were saved from the medias … I laid on the sofa and turned the TV on … and then , it was the shock … “justin bieber and jade sonclear were dating” I changed the channel “ the breaking news : Justin bieber and jade sonclear were on a boat together” I changed another chanel “what a great influence on their fans !! Justin bieber & jade sonclear alone together on a boat ? u all know what does that mean ! “
Justin was in the kitchen , when he came he saw me freaking out ;”what ? what happened?”
Me:” ju-justin , watch the TV”
Justin:” wtf !! “
Me:” what should we do now? “
Justin: “ I don’t know , we just have to ignore we can’t let anyone ruins our relation ! … “
Justin had to record a new song so I stayed home alone , when he went to the studio , I connected on twitter , and there was the biggest shock ! “jade haters” & “jade shippers” I received death tweets , “leave Justin or I’ll kill u” “Justin is mine bitch” “u’re so ugly…” “ how could jsutin date a pig like u “
I was reading and crying , I remembered the bullying I’ve faced, the pain I had… it is back , but in new version, in the fame version … I took a scissor and decided to start cutting , but no , I didn’t , if justin will see these scars he’ll ask me what happened and I don’t wanna tell him that his beliebers were bullying me and hurting me !
when justin came back I acted very normal, cuz it was useless, he can’t change the reality… days passed , I was ignoring all the hate , and trying to stay strong..
I woke up the morning when my best friend “miley cyrus” aske me to do some shopping in the new mall , so I agreed I left a note on me & justin’s bed
well we started sleeping in the same bed, cuz he want me to wake up in his arms every morning, cute right ?
I met miley , and she was wearing, as usual, the shortest blue jean shorts ever , a sexy white shirt that showed a big part from her boobs, a jean jacket and white sneakers..
Well she looked flawless , about me , I was wearing just like in this picture :
When she saw me she hugged me , we bought a lot of new clothes , I wanted to buy some underwears from Victoria secrets , so miley found me the sexiest underwears ever
Me- bitch how did u find them that fast ! its exactly what I’m looking for
Miley- I’m miley cyrus tho !
I giggled , then we were about to go out when some girls started freaking out “ oh my fantastic god ! its miley and jade ! oh my god , girls look who is here “ then her friends ran toward us and took pictures with us, a girl asked me, & I’m sure that she was a belieber : “ u’re justin’s girlfriend right ?”
she seemed sad while asking me that
And I smiled
Her- can u please give him this letter from me? It will be so kind of you please ?
Me- yes sure , I like helping u guys to contact him
She came closer and hugged me “thank u so much , I thought that u were bad as some beliebers say , but u’re definitely not !”
Me- what do they say
Her- they say that u’re heartless , and that u’re with justin for his money and fame as he has a lot of fans, and they say that u wanna hurt his beliebers
She stopped talking when she saw some tears forming in my eyes , why do they think that I’m a bad person , I know that they’re jealous , but its not a reason to hate me !
She hugged me
Her- sorry , u’re so beautiful and I think that u’re an amazing girl , don’t care about them ! just don’t hurt our justin , and make him happy
Me- I will
She left after hugging me for the third time , She seemed too happy ..
Me- miley ? wanna go somewhere else ? because I wanna go to sleep
Miley- what ? why? Are u alright?
Me- yeah , just a head ache ..
Miley- fine then let’s go
I wal lying I didn’t have any head ache , I just wanted to go in my room and think about how my life has changed , about my imperfections and flaws, about the possible reasons that may explain the hate I’m receiving from my boyfriend’s fans !
I drove miley to her house when she got out she said “ I know that u’re lying and its not a headache u seem so sad”
Me- don’t worry , nothing serious
Miley- text me when u’re home so I don’t get worried
She said while hugging me
Miley is a great girl , people think that she’ve changed to the bad way , but we can’t judge the book from its cover u know , she has a great personality !
I took my keys from my handbag and opened the door , justin wasn’t there he is probably in the studio , I went upstairs and laid on the bed til I fell asleep when tears filled my eyes
A long time later , I heard footsteps near my room , then the door opened it was justin for sure . I was too lazy to open my eyes . the footsteps came closer and I could hear justin talking to himself
Justin- ahww she looks even more beautiful when she’s sleeping
He kissed the top of my hair and heard him grabbing his phone and taking a picture , he’ll probably post in on IG …
Then his phone rang so he answered and left the room.. half an hour later , I woke up & washed my face brushed my teeth , I was still wearing this morning’s clothes because I was lazy to change them before sleeping.. anyways I was ready to go downstairs…
And there was justin, scooter and pattie
Justin:” my baby finally came! *hugging me* guess what !!”
Me:” what ? “