i moved with justin and his mother. my life completely changed. i was treated the right way. i was respected and spoiled.
i love my actual life. and i'd like to stay with pattie or 'momy' as i prefer calling her, and justin who is my bestfriend and the one that has my back all the time.
but i found out something really crazy about justin. he's signed to scooter braun, and labeled with usher !! do you know what that means?
it means he's going to record songs, and start a musical career. he even had a small recording studio in his house. something i've always dreamt of. but never needed, because I didn't really know how to sing, however I loved singing. so i actually sang all the time when i was alone in my room. I was always humming melodies.
i was in my room brushing off the dust. no one was home so i could sing high notes as much as i wanted.
i was singing if i were a boy by beyonce, one of my favourite songs. i was making a show. imagining myself performing on stage. using my hair brush as a microphone. dancing and making reaal good moves. i've always been a good dancer. then i felt eyes on me, so i looked behind me and instantly blushed. justin was there eying me from head to toe. i froze and couldn't say anything. someone heard my terrible singing and saw me acting like an idiot.
he finally spoke up "that was hot"
i blushed even more and covered my face
"why didn't you tell me that you could sing?" he continued . i tried to find the sarcasm in his voice, but he sounded serious
"that's not funny justin"
"what? i'm saying the truth i swear"
"okay. yea i'm the second beyonce" i said sarcastically
"jade i'm serious! if you work on it, your voice will be better than beyonce's.i swear! i have to tell usher about you!!"
I didn't believe him. but he looked dead serious. and he's not the kind of guys that would joke over such a thing. so i just nodded without saying a single word.
he came closer to me, took my hand and walked out of the room. i felt my stomach twisting when his fingers intertwined with mine.
we walked to his room and he grabbed his guitar
"what song do you want to sing with me?"
i thought for few seconds then spoke up "so sick by ne-yo"
"i love that song!"
we were singing the whole evening. he recorded my singing in his studio and made me hear myself. i was surprised. i didn't know i sounded like this.