19. my wonderland
I took the phone and had a long long long conversation with pattie and miley .. then I hung up.. i checked my watch , it's 7pm already.. justin had left the room and he is probably in the bus’s kitchen , I joined him “where’s scooter ? and the team ?” “they went to pack your stuff from your hotel's room“ “I can do it myself” “they want you to just relax.. and they’re going to buy us new iphones “ “greaaaaat !” I went to justin and kissed his cheek “what is that for “ “I just love you” he stood up , faced me took my hands and put them on his chest “ my heart is filled with love just for you , can you notice the way my heart is pounding right now, right ? well its because you’re here , I have fireworks in my stomach everytime I hold your hand, like if it is the first time I meet you .. jade I’m sorry , I’m really so sorry , I made you go through all this shit .. i’m so-“ I’ve forgave him .. so there was no need for all this apologizes .. I just kissed him to make him shut up .. our lips were moving in sync , then he started licking my bottom lip so I opened my mouth and let his tongue enter, our tongues were fighting .. we pulled away to catch our breaths .. he leaned again and kissed me again , no making out this time.. just a passionate innocent kiss.. okay it wasn’t that innocent after what happened later .. justin was rubbing my back , my arms were wrapped around his neck .. the tension in the room is getting hotter .. justin pulled away again and took me in his arms , went to our room and put me on his bed .. made me lay on my back and he laid on top of me .. it was our second time ever.
we laid there breathless. grinning. he pulled me closer to him. "you're body is a wonderland. my wonderland." he said while caressing my back. I hid my face in his neck. His scent was so comforting. we started falling asleep, with our bodies intertwined together. like if we were scared to lose each other again..