How to save a life

Nash is your typical teenage boy. Blue eyes, brown hair, athletic, all the girls want him in their panties. Being a football player puts him at the top of the school, being Captain makes him king. When a new girl catches his eye he can't help but stare, only thing is…she's a total loser. Wears thick framed glasses, hair is always in a messy bun and wearing her sweatshirts and jeans with converse. She became an easy target for everyone. Until the day she had enough. Nash knew he could have saved her and when a girl just like the last comes into the school he's determined to save her. Before it's too late.


49. Chapter Fourty-Seven

Nash and I. Skylar and Nash. Nash and Skylar.

  We were in love.  

What is love?  


love ləv/ noun   1.  an intense feeling of deep affection.  


that's what Google can tell you. But love is something totally different. At least, Nash's was.  


Love made you feel special, made you feel wanted, like you weren't alone but when you were with that person, it felt like it was just you and them.


What is Alone?  

a·lone əˈlōn/ adjective & adverb   1.  having no one else present; on one's own.  


Google will say that. But being alone and feeling alone are two different things.   Being alone; not having anyone, like a mom or dad.  


Feeling alone, is something a hundred times worse. In my opinion at least.   You feel empty inside and nothing can fill it. Your heart feels heavy and you wanna cry every time you see someone laugh because you're incapable of laughing. Of smiling. Of feeling. Your body is numb with pain and loneliness.  

What is being lonely?  

lone·ly ˈlōnlē/ adjective   sad because one has no friends or company.  


Being lonely is a feeling that still is related to being alone, but feels a hundred percent different.  


You still feel empty, but you still smile. You cry, but you still laugh. You are numb, but you still feel.  


Love is a wonderful thing when taking your time.


But I fell head first. I should've stopped, but I couldn't.  


His smile was like seeing presents underneath the tree at Christmas.  His laugh was like hearing your favorite artist cover one of your favorite songs.  

Love is a great thing.  


But too much of a great thing, isn't so great.  


The sun, it's nice and warming, gives light.   But it can kill with risks of dehydration and sun stroke. Even the pain in the rear, sunburn.   The sun can be toxic, just like love.  


Nash and I loved each other too much. It was great, but it was too much. It was toxic for us both.  \


Toxic kills.  


So love kills.  


So, where am I going with this?  


Nash is in a coma, standing in between life and death only because he loved too much.   Because I loved too much.   It's a matter of time before the toxins of love take its toll on me.  


So don't love too hard, too fast, because all great, amazing things feel amazing, indescribable, wonderful, all amazing things combined, but too much of a good thing, is never, ever a good thing.



A/N: I KNOW THIS CHAPTER IS GARBAGE BUT I HAVE A LOT OF STUFF GOING ON!   I just haven't had any inspiration, and I tried writing but it was even worse than this. SO! This is the product of an idea that popped in my head around 10 or 11 pm at night.   I'm super sorry, but here's the reallyyyyyy good part! I've been on Movellas for a year now! WHOOP WHOOP! So I thought hey, let's write a new story!   It's called Interrogation! It's a Magcon/26mgmnt story! I'll give you the blurb:   Every story has two sides.   This one has five. ////// REALLY COOL RIGHT?!   I based it off this amazing book I read called Crank, It's about this girl named Kristina, who goes to visit her dad for I think two weeks, and she meets this guy and she's introduced to drugs, so she then turns into this alternate version of herself, Bree who takes risks and blah, blah, blah, and everything goes downhill. It's like a super good book.   You'll love it! I am like amazed at how good it looks. The only thing is that currently the chapters are super short. Otherwise it's amazing! It's almost ready to be published so look out for that!   That's basically it really, I'll update this again really soon, because this was really a filler and it was garbage and I think it might be the prologue, I dunno! But yeah, Hope ya liked it!  

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