I looked in the mirror.
I wasn't pretty .
That last one was my favorite
Absolutely no one liked me . I was "forever alone"
I looked at my wrist .
He told me to .
I deserved it.
I picked up the blade and slid it across my wrist back and forth as tears ran down my cheeks
"Die ." I whispered under my breath .
I stopped when my wrist was covered.
I got into the shower and let the water soak into my wounds .
I didn't even clean myself , I just really needed to calm down .
After about 20 mins I finally got out . I wrapped my wrist up in an ace bandage and my body in a towel and walked back to my room .
I put on my uniform and a jacket to cover the ... Bandage and cuts .
I put my hair into a bun and put on the most makeup I could to cover up my Ugly face .
I slipped on my converses and grabbed my phone off the counter and began making my walk to the the Fred bus stop .
Not the best morning commute by the way .
Once I got there , I popped in my headphones and blasted the 'Midnight Memories Album'
it seemed like they understood me .
I turned the song to another album "take me home" and listened to little things , that song just spoke to me , I guess.
The bus pulled up
"Hey Glenda ." I said barely smiling
"Hey Diana ." She said as I walked onto the bus
I sat in the farthest back seat and layed my head on the window .
I had to be Monday , April 12?
I could never keep track of the dates
Finally we reached the mall and I hopped off the bus and ran down to the ticket station .
"One direction tickets , front row , $312"
"HERE!" I reached into my pocket and pulled put my life savings
"Whoa okay ."
The guy handed me the tickets and a butt load of change and I dashed off to my kiosk .
I waited .
No one came
No one came
I must've dozed off because I was awoken by the sound of my shift bell ringing.
I walked all the way home.
I was ENTHRALLED.
As soon as I got inside , I glanced down at the tickets .
"OH MY GOD."
They were VIP
I got to toooouuuuucccchhh them!
They were for this Thursday at the MetLife stadium .
I went straight to bed , I was going merch shopping tomorrow .