43. Jacks room
" I can't do anything about that" she said. "You have too! That's jacks spot!" I cried. "Please mom" I cried. "All I could do is talk to them...." She said.
"Atleast try please mom" I cried. She nodded "fine".
i had a feeling she wasn't doing it for me. She was doing it for jack. "I'm Ganna go talk to ms. Dail" I said. We walked over and opened the door. She was in her room. I sat down and she cried louder. "Hey" she stuttered out catching her breath. "If we get the house ms. Dail...I want you to love with me and my mom....even if we don't. Please" I said my eyes getting watery Again. She nodded. I stood up and saw jacks door open. "Funeral is Saturday" she said. I nodded just looking at his door.
"go ahead" she said. I walked over and walked in. I turned on the light. The bed was unmade. He had a giant like of dirty clothes in a pile. And there was the fault in our stars. His shoes were in a corner. I sat on his bed. And layed down and wrapped his cover around me. I smelt him. A strong scent of jack.
"well I've never kissed anyone" I said shyly.
"neither have I.." Jack said nervously. We sat on his bed.
"Well what If I kissed you?" He asked.
i quickly kissed him quick. He looked surprised and I laughed. We were only ten and eleven.
"wow. So you were my first kiss?" He asked.
i nodded. "Awesome. Maybe you will be my last" he said. I laughed. "Maybe" I said.
<END OF FLASHBACK>
"I was jack...I was your last" I said as tears started to fall. I grabbed the book and left. I sat down on my bed. My mom came in. "I'm talking to them tomorrow" she said. I nodded.
i don't care what I was going to have to do. I was going to get me and jacks place.