"Do you wanna go out with me?" I turn around to look at him shocked. Was he serious? The tears were still sliding off my face. He takes his thumb and wipes them off.
"Niall, that's not all that happened." If he's gonna date me he deserves to know everything I guess. I didn't need him finding out from other people.
"What else happened love?" The concern in his voice made me cry just a little more.
"Niall, when I was raped I didn't think anything else had happened. I was wrong..." I feel my tears fall more heavily and are surprised when I feel him wrap his arms around me. It felt so right to be in his strong hold.
"Please tell me baby." I have to tell him. It was only fair to him to know. Especially when the fans found out and started calling me all these horrible things.
"Niall, I have a baby girl." He doesn't skip a beat as he squeezes me gently.
"It's okay. It's okay. If you don't mind me asking, where is she?" He hugs me as he says to try to comfort me.
"In a convent. My mother made me give her up for adoption. They send me pictures even though my mother tried to forbid them from doing so. She doesn't know I'm her mother though. She thinks she doesn't have one. That's why everyone judged me. Not because I was raped but because I got pregnant." I put my head between my knees and cry. I just let it all out. He's the first person to have listened. The first person to care. I should have told him who really raped me. No one know that. They all think it was my dick of an ex. It wasn't.
"Hey, it's alright. I'm here and I'm staying. I don't care what others say about you. When I see you, I see a beautiful girl who's been through so much pain." With that he grabs my wrist. I try to pull it back but he doesnt let me. He pulls up the sleeve and kisses my now visible scars. "I won't let anyone hurt you like this again. I promise. I'll always be here for you no matter what happens. But you never did answer my question. Taylor Simons, will you go out with me?"
"You shouldn't have even had to ask." I laugh through the tears. I look at him and see him smiling. Then all of a sudden our eyes meet. All the laughter fades and there's an intensity in the air that is unfamiliar to me. All of a sudden we are leaning in towards each other. When his lips hit mine it feels like they were made just for me. In all honesty...that was my first kiss that wasn't forced out of me. The way his lips felt, I didn't want it to end. Was this how all kisses felt? Did he feel it to? When we pulled apart he just looked at me. We just stared at each other for five minutes before he spoke.
"Did you feel that to?" His eyes are still wide as he asks me and I'm guessing it's emotion and shock. It seemed that he hadn't expected that either.
"I felt something. What did you feel?"
"I felt the start of something completly unexpected."
The feeling of that kiss. It was unbelievable. There's something different about this girl I swear. I'm falling for her and I've only known her for a few days. It feels like I've known her for forever. Is this what love feels like?
"You still wanna go on that date?" Her voice snaps me out of my daze. She's looking up at me with a small smile.
"Of course!" I say it without hesitation. Maybe she was my princess after all. We get up and I put my arm around her shoulder. I can feel my phone vibrating but I ignore it. Taylor needs me right now more than the lads do. As we're walking her hair falls over her shoulder to block off her face. I move to pull it back but she gets to it first.
"Taylor." I say her name to get her attention cause she's stared off into space.
"Huh?" She looks up fast. With innocent doe eyes that could only be described as beautiful.
"Can you tell me more about your daughter?" She looks at me with shock and her mouth forms into an O. I feel like this was gonna be a long story.