I am in love with my best friend’s fiancé! !What I am going to do?????Someone help me!!!
There I was in my room with my laptop in my lap seeing the comments in my blog although I wasn't really paying attention on them…I was still trying to understand what was going on….Liam and Betsy are going to marry…they are going to marry!!!!!!!Can I cry now???I was suppose to be happy for Betsy but…..I am in love with Liam..he is all I could think about! I need help…this is the kind of situation that I would talk to Betsy about..she always know how to help me…but I can’t just say to her:“I am in love with your fiancé …what you think I should do?”
No, I can’t do this…I have just to pretend that I am happy for her..like I did ten minutes ago when she came to my room and had that freshly-proposed-attack….she screamed, laughed, cried and said 10 millions time how her ring was perfect
“I mean look at it Skye!!It shines so much !It is so beautiful! Have I told that it is real diamonds? It is real diamonds!!!!Liam really knows how to buy jewels…” she said” it looks like it’s made just for me….aww…..I am so happy! And surprised! I mean I wasn’t expecting it….but Liam is always so surprising!!!!”
“Yeah he is…”I said
“So…I want ask you something….do you want to be my maid of honor?”
“AH!I would love it Betsy!”
“Great !I am so happy that you said yes. You are my true friend and I want you by my side in the most important day of my life!”
Betsy words were still echoing in my head…she thinks that I am her best friend but the truth is that I am the most horrible friend ever!
I knock in the door interrupted my thoughts
“Come in” I said
Liam opened the door…
“Can I sit here? “ he asked pointing to my bed
An awkward silence between us…this had never happened before…it seems like he didn’t know what to say, like something had change between us…but it shouldn’t seems like it…because he is just a friend…
“So it was surprising for Betsy…she had no idea…neither did I…”
“Yeah…”he siad giving me a shy smile
“So where is the bride?”
“Talking to her mom, I think. She is just telling the whole world the news…”
“Yeah you know how Betsy is…”
An awkward silence…again…I look at his eyes and he was looking at mine…it seems like he could see what I was thinking, what I was feeling….maybe he could! He knows me so well…he might know that I like him…and he doesn’t like me that way…he might think that I am such a bad friend….I was feeling nervous..I…
“Are you ok?”Liam asked interrupting my thoughts
“Yes I am fine..” I lied
“Please Skye I know you…don’t try to lie to me…I know what is going on here..I know what you are thinking…
My heart start betting fast…or maybe it stop betting for a sec….
“You know?”I asked with difficult
“Yes I know you are thinking that…when Betsy and I get marry we will ‘kick you off’ the apartment but there is no problem…you can stay with us, living here until this situation change…take the time you need…”
I breath relieved.
“Oh thanks….” I said
“You are really stress, you know? You should relax more …”he said while he messed my hair.
The moment he touch me I just stop breathing. His touch….
“…after all” he continued” I don’t want a stress maid of honor…Betsy will for sure be a nervous bride, I need someone relaxed by her side...”
He said and left the room….
He had no idea how being near him relax me and make me nervous too…