13. Heartbreaks and Party's pt 1
I entered the studio first after having washed off all my make-up. "I don't feel so well, can someone please bring me home." I said leaning against the doorframe. "I'll bring you." Ashton smiled and I forced a smile. "Where's Niall?" Liam asked confused. "He had to go to the bathroom." I stated and he nodded. "C'mon babe, let's go." I nodded again before following Ashton.
"Don't forget. We're leaving in two days." Ashton told me indicating the upcomming tour. "I know. I'll be there." I smiled. "Good. Get better, aye." He chuckled and I let out a small giggle before getting out of the car and sending him a quick wave.
I hopped in my bed, waiting for the amazing feeling of sleep to overwhelm me, which of course didn't happen for another two hours. So those hours were filled with me laying in bed and staring at my ceiling as my brain hurt from thinking.
The Next Day
"Hey guys." I greeted, entering Michael's livingroom. "Melanie!" Luke screamed running towards me. "Lucas!" I yelled opening my arms before being picked up and spun around. I let out a small giggle. "We're here!" My smile dropped at the sound of Niall's voice. Luke put me down, giving me a weird look before pulling me away and into the kitchen. "What happened between you and Niall yesterday?" He whispered and I let out an uncomfortable sigh. "Nothing Luke." I said a little to quickly and not as confident as I had intended it to sound. "Please, just... can we not talk about this?" I asked and he hesitantly nodded. "Okay..." We re-entered the livingroom and I smiled when Ashton arrived five minutes later.
Ashton's arm lazily rested on my shoulder while I cuddled up to his side, focussing on his shirt so that I wouldn't have to face Niall. "You've been awfully quiet today, Melanie." Michael chuckled and I looked up, flashing him a weak smile. "I don't feel my best." I stated. "Right, I forgot you didn't feel well yesterday. If you want to lay down my bedroom is down that hall to the right." he told me pointing at a hall. I nodded and smiled, mouthing him a quick 'thank you' before my eyes cought Niall's. Niall's eyes softened and he flashed a weak smile. I didn't know what to do so just did the same, our eyes locked for what felt like hours as all the sounds around us sounded muffled and soft. Ashton cleared his throat and my eyes snapped away from Niall. Ashton pressed his lips against my temple softly as if showing anyone I was his. I forced a smile, not even knowing why it had to be forced and didn't just come natural.
"I gotta go get ready for your party." I smiled and stood up. There was this big party before the boys went on tour, lots of famous people were going to be there, family and friends too of course. "Okay I'll see you tonight." Luke yelled and I giggled before Ashton pecked my lips. I flashed him a weak smile before leaving the house.
I got out of the warm shower and dried my body before throwing my hair up in the towel. I heard the doorbell ring and sighed before throwing on a bath robe and making my way to the front door. "I'll get it!" I yelled, a brick forming in my stomach when I realised there was no one here anymore. I opened the door and smiled brightly at the sight off Ashton, the smile soon dropped when I saw the expression on his face. "Are you alright?" I asked and he nodded his head. "Can I come in?" I opened the door wider and nodded my head. "Of course." I let him in and lead him to the livingroom. "Do you want anything to drink?" I asked and he shook his head. "I'll be going to get ready in a few this just couldn't wait..." He said and I sat down next to him, his tone of voice scaring me. "I think we should break up." He said after taking a huge breath. "Wha- why?" I asked, tears stinging my eyes. "Please don't make this harder for me." He whispered. "But why? What did I do? I- I love you." And right there I realised I was speaking the truth, I loved Ashton Irwin. "I gotta go." He said quickly before getting up. "Ashton." I said following him to the door he had already opened. "Ashton." I tried before he got in his car. Tears stung my eyes as I watched him drive off. I slowly closed my door, leaning my back against it and slowly sliding down until my bum hit the ground. "But I love you..." I whispered.
Should I go to the party? I thought to myself. Fuck that. I have nothing to loose anyways, my friends will be there and they are leaving for I don't even know how long. I'll just try to avoid him. My heart hurt so bad and I didn't know who to talk to. So I choose to not talk to anyone and continued on getting ready.
I stepped into my black high waisted shorts before putting on a white lace bustier top which made my boobs look great, wel that sounded weird but whatever. I stepped into some enkle boots and quickly did my make-up.
I straightened my hair before waving it slightly and smiled at myself in the mirror before glancing at the clock, only to see I was late. I groaned and called a cab to drive me to the party.