13. what am I gonna do
I'm walking out off of the Doctors office, calling mom I have to talk with her she's the only one who can make me calm down.
Mom:hello sweetheart I'm sorry I'm not with you is something wrong with you? Mom is saying worried
Me: no nothing's wrong with me I'm saying nervous and crying
Mom: why are you crying sweetheart? She's asking still worried
Me: uh it's nothing uh I can't tell you in the phone I'm saying while whipping my tears away
Mom: it's ok sweetheart I love you are you home?
Me: no I'm sitting in a taxi love you to mom
Mom: ok see you then? Sweetheart
Me: uh mom I just need to laugh a little I think I'm calling Chaz, Ryan and Camille
Mom: ok sweetheart if you're happy I am, see you
I'm hanging up and waiting to the party is over then calling Camille I don't want to destroy, she is with Chaz and Ryan so I'm asking them to come over, Chaz and Ryan couldn't but that's actually fine with me because then Camille can help me with what to do. There aren't going many minute when Camille's here so I'm going out to the door, saying "hi" and hugging her longer than ever "hi Cand..." She's saying but stops when she see my face "what's wrong Candy?" She's asking I just "promise me not to tell anyone?" I'm asking her she's nodding and taking the arm around me "I'm pregnant and I don't wanna be not now not here!" I'm saying flipping out "hey I'm not telling anyone you're like my sister Candy" she's saying calmly I'm hugging her and whispering "and you're mine".