Lost Without You

After their reunion tour, the boys spilt up and leave to different side of the world. Jazmine, Niall, and Spencer all stay back in Ireland. But without Caleb, Jazmine is forced to live her life in sadness. But what happens when he moves back? Will everything be the same, or will everything change? Read midnight memories and after the memories first.


5. Chapter 5

Caleb's P.O.V

I saw Niall glare at me when I went to the hospital with Spencer. Spencer smiled slightly at me. I sighed and rubbed my face. I'm so effin' stupid. Just because of that dude at the café. He looked a heck of a lot like the dude who shot me. And the way he was smirking and my girl made me angry. I looked up to Spencer and she had a frown covering her lips.

"Why are you crying?" She asked softly.

I brought my hand up to my face and wiped my cheek. Sure enough there was a water mark. I sighed and shrugged my shoulders.

"Where's Jaz?" I asked Niall for like the hundredth time.

"I already told you little boy. She. Is. In. Surgery." He said through gritted teeth.

Spencer glared at her oh-so-wonderful husband. She punched him in the arm as hard as she could. He winced and graded his forearm. She glared at him once again and hissed "You deserved that."

I stifled a laugh as she grabbed his forearm and took him outside of the waiting room. I sighed after countless minutes went by. Finally I heard the door open and a doctor came through it.

"Jazmine Elizabeth Horan's family."

I stood straight up and looked at the doctor with hope.

"Is she okay?" I asked.

"She is perfectly fine. Just a couple of contusions, scratches, a fractured Ulna. She also might have short-term Amnesia." He said.

I nodded and bit my lip.

"May I see her?" I asked.

He nodded and took me to her room. I sighed as I saw my sleeping beauty. I grabbed her hand. I want to see her beautiful very light baby blue eyes. I want to kiss her heart shaped lips. I want her to run her fingers through my hair. I just want her. I sighed again letting a few tears fall. I kissed her hand and closed my eyes.

"Hey baby. I don't know if you can hear me, but please wake up. I miss you. I'm sorry for overacting like that. I was just worried about you. I didn't want you to be mad at me. I know I could never say this if you were awake. I love you Jaz. Please just wake up. I know you must be in a lot of pain. But I know later on I'm going to be, because I know you don't forgive do easily and when someone crosses you, you make their life a living he'll. please baby. I know you can wake up. Don't do it for me. Do it for your dad and mom. I know I've changed a lot, but so have you. You're stronger and smarter. I'll walk out as soon as you wake up if you want. I'll do anything you want. If you wake up. I want to stay, but for you I'd do anything to make you happy. I have to see your eyes. Your lips move. Your lips on mine. Your fingers through my hair. Your personality. Your laugh. Your eating habits. Your love for ice cream and your love for Spongebob. Your bond with animals. Your love for your parents. I know I'm wrong for what I did. I just hope that in your heart you can forgive me. Plus your dad is fixing to beat the living shiz out of me. But I rather have the beating than you almost dead. If you don't remember me I'll be sure to leave you for a week or so. Your mom has been worried about me. I've been worried about you and everything is just a mess right now. Please Jaz, just please wake up." I said slowly, meaning every word.

"You're to sweet for me." I heard a low voice mumble.

I looked up and saw the beautiful blue eyes I fell in love with so long ago. I grinned and wrapped my arms around her. She giggled and wrapped her unbroken arm around me and set the broken one resting on my back. She started playing with the hair on the nape of my neck. I let out a soft groan and squeezed her tighter. She giggled again and pecked my neck. I let the happy tears fall down my cheeks, onto her shoulder. She fluttered her eyelashes onto my neck.

"I missed you even though it was only a day." I said.

"Me too. Even though I was partly dead apparently." She said, her words shaking like mine.

"I love you." I said as more tears flowed down my cheeks.

"I love you." She said, holding onto me tighter.

I started to feel her tears on my shirt. I let go of her and kissed her cheek, kissing away her tears. She smiled and turned her head sideways like a confused dog and smiled.

"You miss my kiss?" She whispered, leaning very close to me brushing her lips against mine.

"I do." I whispered back.

She had our lips together, but not really kissing, just sitting there.

"Well I miss your warm buttery lips connected to mine." She whispered, smiling.

"I miss your heart shaped lips on mine too. Just so...fruity and exotic." I whispered l and bit down in her bottom lip.

She moaned at my slight tease.

"You talk way to much." She whispered and attached our lips.

I smiled and kissed her back. She kissed me slow and softly unlike her usual kisses. She turned her head slightly. I turned mine the other way. She parted her lips. I bit her bottom lip and she moaned into my mouth. I smiled and let her slip her tongue into my mouth. She apparently didn't want to do that and she bit my bottom lip. I moaned into her mouth loudly. She smiled and ran her good hand through my hair. I sucked in a sharp breath and broke the kiss. She pouted and made a noise between a whine and squeal.

"Lay with me?" She asked.

I nodded and picked her up. She had on lace undies. Wanna know how I know? This effin' hospital gown. She blushed and looked down as I laid down. She laid her broken arm on my stomach and her head on my chest. I smiled and let her tangle our legs together. She kissed my chest and sighed, happily.

"You know I was just angry at you earlier, right? I didn't mean to act the way I did." She said.

"No it's my fault. The dude looked like the guy who shot me. I'm sorry." I sighed.

She nodded as the door swung open reveling her mom, dad, and the doctor.

"Oh my baby girl." Spencer said with tear in her eyes.

"I'm okay, mum." Jaz said and smiled.

Spencer looked over at me and smiled. I smiled back and looked at Niall. He also had a small smile on his face. The doctor walked up and looked down at his chart.

"How are you fee-" he didn't get to finish.

"My name is Jazmine Elizabeth Horan. My mothers name is Spencer Nicole Hasting Horan. My dad's name is Niall James Horan. My boyfriends name is Caleb Paul Styles. And today is April seventeenth, two-thousand fourteen. I was born April thirtieth. And I'm feeling fine just need the pain medicine you're going to give me in your coat and that's it." Jaz said, fake smiling at the doctor.

I bit my lip trying not to laugh. He just nodded and wrote something's down and handed her the pills.

"Thank you." She said and smiled again.

I kissed her hand and ran my fingers through her hair.

"Caleb, would you like to stay here tonight?" Spencer asked.

Jazmine looked up at me hopefully.

"Sure." I said and smiled.

Jaz did her little noise that she did earlier and pecked my lips. I smiled and saw her parents walking over. They both kissed her cheeks and walked out. She looked up at me and smirked. I raised a brow as she waited just like that for a minutes. Then all this sudden she flipped one of her legs over on either side of me. I looked up at her as she smiled and brought her lips down to mine.

"I love you." She said, then crashed her lips to mine.

I was surprised and it took me a few moments to finally process what was going on. I kissed her back and closed my eyes. She smiled and took her lips from my lips to my neck. She kissed down to my collarbone and back up. She kissed right under my ear making me suck in a sharp breath. She smirked and sucked harshly at my soft spot. I bit down on my lip harder, suppressing a moan. She sucked a little softer on my neck. My eyes rolled into the back of my head. She sucked softer making me open my eyes. She licked her lips that were still pressed to my neck and sucked harder. She took me by surprise and I gasped/moaned loudly while my eyes rolled into the back of my head again. She smirked and unlatched her lips from my neck and pressed a soft kisses on my neck. She kissed my earlobe and brought her lips to mine. I smiled and turned my head. She did the same and before she could do anything more to....excite me anymore, I licked her bottom lip. Of course she didn't let me because she's such a tease. I put my hand on her bare waist because of this hospital gown.

Oh how'd she'd look great without it. I thought

She smiled and ran her good hand under my shirt as I held her up. She ran her hand back down and she put it in my hair. I smiled and but down on her bottom lip. She pulled back for a few seconds breathing heavily then reattached our lips. I flicked her underwear on her bum making her gasp, opening her mouth wide open. I slipped my tongue into her mouth. She smiled and broke away from the kiss.

"Noooo." I whined.

She giggled and hit my chest.

"You do realize you were fixing to undo my bra, right?" She smirked.

My eyes widen as I looked at my hands. They were right on the clip.

"S-Sorry." I said, blushing.

She giggled again and bit her lip.

"We can't continue right now. With my broken arm and all. Even though Caleb jr. seems pretty excited he needs to calm down." She laughed out.

I laughed to and kissed her lips.

"You're my world I hope you knew that?" I asked her.

"And you're mine. So are you going to...umm.... Calm him or should I, because this is not comfortable anymore. Especially since he's right there." She said then blushed.

I scratched the back of my neck and blushed.

"I'll be right back." I said then got up.


Jazmine's P.O.V.

I giggled at him as he ran away. I laid my head back and sighed smiling. He said most of the things out loud he thought. I need to comb out my hair now. Thanks a lot Caleb. I smiled and bit my lip. I love that boy and I hope he knows it. I felt my eyes start to drop and I fell asleep.

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