I began to understand that the guys only had us for sex, or to show us up. The next day they bought us new clothes and booked hotel rooms for the night. It was wonderful to shower and even if the clothes was too sexy for my taste, I obeyed Niall and dressed me. Niall was happy and looked down at my body.
"Tonight we are free." he said, taking his arm around my waist. He kissed me quickly and then smiled big. "We'll take you girls out and show ourselves in public."
I gulped and nodded a little weak. I understood that I would have to get into the disco, although I wasn't old enough.
Niall held my hand tightly as we walked past the guards and into a large disco. I saw that many people looked at the boys and several girls tried to flirt with them. Niall didn't seem to care and he brought me quickly against a table. We sat down and the boys ordered in drinks. I felt Nialls arm around my back and he seemed to have full control over everything. A blonde girl came up to him and smiled big.
"I'm a big fan..."
Niall was moderately interested and looked down over her body.
"Fun for you!"
She giggled and tried to entice him.
"Want to dance?"
Niall quickly shook his head and leaned against me .
"Don't you see that I have the girl with me? I'm faithful and I can't dance. Sorry!"
I blushed and just stared at him. The girl gave me a cold look and snorted.
"Yes, it's you who should repent," she murmured and disappeared. Liam seemed surprised and just stared at Niall.
"You usually never say no to a new pussy to fuck?"
Niall laughed and gave me a quick glance.
"I'm not hungry for someone else right now. I got the best here..."
I must admit I felt like a princess. Niall really showed that he only had eyes for me. I wondered immediately why, because I understood that it wasn't like him. He kept his arm around me the whole time and he said no to all the girls. I was proud of myself, the way I looked and I was actually for the first time in my life I was glad that I was me.
I happened to drinking too many drinks, but I kept my mind in check. Niall seemed to have fun with the guys and they also talked with fans. I was his property and he didn't leave my side once. He kissed me sometimes and he looked at me many times. He smiled at me and I realized I was falling for him. Actually, I felt the tingle in my stomach and I really wanted to be his girl.
"How did you manage to get him?" Perrie asked me suddenly and leaned against my ear. "Niall is completely taken by you and he seems so in love?"
What should I answer? I chuckled lightly and smiled at her.
"I don't know ..."
Perrie gave me an envious gaze.
"You are the luckiest girl right now. None of the other guys seem to be like Niall?"
"Shall we fuck?" Niall whispered suddenly in my ear. I blushed and swallowed.
"Not here, Niall."
He chuckled and took my hand. I followed him and he pulled me away to a dark corner. He put me on a table and grinned.
"No one will care."
"But not here, please!" I hissed. "Everyone can see us."
Niall stood between my legs and looked straight into my eyes. He took up my dress over my knees and pulled my panties to the side. He pulled down his fly, and I realized he was serious.
"Everyone doing this!" he mumbled and took his hands behind my butt. He pulled me towards him and I felt he penetrated. I wasn't scared, but I peeked around. No one stared at us yet. Niall smiled and started kissing me. I felt his tongue went in and I took my arms around his neck. He slowly began to bring hips forward and back. I felt that he really had thought it through. I took my legs around his waist and hoping no one saw us. Niall groaned quietly and he rose slowly pace. I don't know why I put up with it, but he made me forget about all the others who were around us. It was as if he always had control over me.
"Do you know why you're mine?" he moaned in my ear. I quickly shook my head and he lit up. He pressed himself into me and kissed me quickly. "Just because you are so fucking perfect and I love a good fuck."
"Is your life all about having sex?"
Niall stopped and looked into my eyes. He smiled weakly and wondered quickly over my question.
"You know what?" he moaned lightly. "I love my life. I fuck, I play guitar and traveling across the country, I test the drugs and I party. What more needs?"
He began to move on the hip and groaned against my cheek.
"Honey, I'm not a guy who wants a girl and family."
I felt him once again increased the pace and he moaned against my cheek. I was sorry that he was who he was. It meant that one day he would find me boring and quickly replace me.
Harry giggled when we got back to the table. He looked straight into my eyes and then down at my body.
"Many saw you."
I blushed and noted that Niall didn't care. Nobody cared more than me, and Harry seemed to like that idea. I was just The Virgin, that Niall took and taught up. I was a possession, a toy and I wasn't worth anything. I realized that I couldn't stay with the band, but I didn't even know in which city we were. I didn't know if my money was enough to take me home. I was simply lost and my parents had no idea what I was experiencing. In a way, I was grateful for that, but I felt the emptiness about the fact to not getting my voice heard.