16. I miss...
It's been another month since I've spoken or eaten. Josh is getting really worried. He hardly sees me. He's tried communicating, but I don't communicate with him back. Everyday I grow weaker due to lack of food. I've never been so hungry. I stopped cutting three weeks ago My wrists are healing pretty quick. I'm so lonely I decide to attempt to FaceTime my best friend back at Manchester, Mckenzie. It rang and rang until I knew she wouldn't pick up. I just rolled my eyes. I looked at my new phone Josh got me yesterday to try to get me to communicate with him. I discovered a new voicemail. It was from Calum. "Hmm I wonder what that's about? I should probably call him back."
I got a new girlfriend! She's as beautiful as possible. She's a combination of Aphrodite and Cleopatra. She has Curly medium length Brown hair and pretty brown eyes (see what I did there) . Her name us Mercedes. I met her at a party last night. I would say I'm pretty good at acting. I received a call from some blocked number. I answered the phone and the blocked number was Josh. Josh as in Josie-Anna's brother. "Hello? Who is this?" I asked. "Josh. Josie-Anna's brother. I wanted to know if you would take her out tonight." "I kinda busy tonight" I said as non-chalantly as I could. "Fine. Josie-Anna won't talk to me or eat anything though. If she dies it's your fault." I shivered at the thought of it being my fault if she died.