Breathe

I've always been that good, little girl in school. The 'nerd' . Bullied. Be-friended. Replaced. I thought that was bad, but I never really knew what this terrible life would bring me until now. I was always told as a child "life is a gift, take it for granted." I actually believed it was a gift and tryed so hard to take it for what it was apparently worth, but I must have been a stupid nerd because life's not a gift, its a trap. It pulls you in and you can't do anything but wait for something good to happen. Which is pointless because nothing good will ever happen... WARNING: This story includes triggering and emotional scenes.

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17. Kiss Me

My hands shook as I just realised what I had just said. Did I really just call him perfect? I'd known this boy not even for a day and we were already giving compliments to one another. His smile grew and I could slowly see his little dimples in each cheek. 

"...why, thankyou," he looked down "but I am definitely not perfect." He looked up at me once again. His sad look instantly broke my heart and I wanted to give him a hug right there and then.

"Well, I am definitely not beautiful." I said, trying to even up with him. 

My heart suddenly stopped as he grabbed my hand and looked deep into my eyes. "Don't tell yourself that," he took a breath, "your the most beautiful-est girl I have ever met." I bit my lip to try and contain my smile, but it was too much and I grinned away like an idiot.

"Well, I'll stop telling myself that when you stop telling yourself you aren't perfect." He pauses, then gives me a quick smile. My heart beats faster suddenly as I feel he's going to kiss me, he's so close to me now I can almost smell his aftershave. 

The connection is then broken as he lets go off my hand, "well, could we maybe go somewhere? There's this place that I'd really like to show you." He gives me one of his special, adorable side smiles. Even though I'm a bit disappointed he didn't kiss me, I'm still so happy right now I could burst. 

"Sure, I'd love too." Giving him a small, flirty smile back.

"Great!" He says standing up from the sofa. 

                                                                                               

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As we walk along the pavement or "side walk" they say in America. We talk more about bands and honestly the more we talk the more we slot together perfectly. As we talk and talk we finally come to a cute autumn themed wood. The trees stand beautifully with shades of red, yellow and gold. Fallen leaves carpet the ground bellow.

"It's beautiful." Saying my thoughts out loud. Blade looks at me, taking my hand again causing my heart to beat faster once more.

"You're beautiful." He says, almost taking my breath away. I stare into his eyes as he stares into mine. 

I smile. "Thankyou," I pause "Is this the place you wanted to show me?"

He lets go of my hand. "Well yeah, kinda."

I gave him a confused look. "What do you mean, kinda?"

"Well, this is part of what I wanted to show you. But it's not the best bit." He smiled a little, showing his adorable as fuck dimples.

"This isn't the best bit? What can possibly be better than this?" I say with a smile.

"Oh, just you wait." He replies with a suspicious smile.

As we walk through the autumn wood all I can think about is where is he taking me? How do I know he's not taking me somewhere to murder me? Don't be stupid Kyla, he's not that type of person.

 

We finally get to what seems to be a beach, a lonely beach. There's small, cute lanterns scattered all around the sand and a beautiful small cottage hidden away in the corner. 

"Wow." I say stunned.

He walks over to me smiling. "I knew you'd like it." How did he know I would like it? I was going to ask but I was so taken away by how beautiful it was, I didn't bother.

As I took in the view, Blade walked over to a small, gorgeous rose bush and pulls out what looks to be a stereo and a basket. He opens the basket to pull out a red and blue striped blanket.

"We are going to have a pinic," He looks up at me as he unfolds the blanket and smiles. "Sorry it's cheesy."

I giggle "I like cheesy." I say attempting to flirt. 

"Good, because I'm all about that cheesiness." We both give out a small giggle.

He lays down the blanket and I sit down. He goes over to the stereo now and takes it over to a hidden plug in the bush.

"What would you like me to put on?" He says as he gets out the CD cases.

"Hmm, got any Bring Me The Horizon?" I say.

He gives me a smirk. "Of course." He says as he places the disc carefully into the stereo and clicks the "play" button and suddenly the song "Chelsea Smile" starts playing. Blaze comes and sits next to me.

"I prefer there older album Suicide Season, it's more hardcore." He says.

I smile. "Yeah, same. Oli's voice has really changed since then." I say talking about the lead singer. 

"Yup," He takes a sandwich from the basket. "Sandwich?" 

"Sure." I say taking the sandwich from his hand. And as the night went on I wished time would capture this perfect moment forever. 

 ~ Authors Note ~

I sooo sorry guys I haven't uploaded in agers! But I'll try and update a bit more! If I don't I give you guys permission to slap me xD 

Anyway, thankyou for reading! Please tell me what you think so far? Bye guys! ^-^

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