Fearless (au payne)

I used to think
that love & fear
were not even close to the same thing.
but now, being with you,
I understand that they can be similar.
The fear that keeps us from loving
is also the glue that keeps our love together.
I'm afraid of our future
I love how we are

I'm in love with the ecstasy of fear


Not every 19 years olds live their dream; going to college, meeting somebody special, marrying the one, & starting a family. For those who don't live that kind of life, live in a dark & harsh world. Where there's no one to trust or love. And to live in fear. But there is those who learn to fight fear.


2. chapter 2

Chapter 2~ Laundry Mat


It's been three weeks since we've lived in Liverpool now. We know the neighbourhood pretty well now. There's a laundry place, market, coffee shop, library, bookstore, a couple of small cloths store & a few diners near our apartment. It's a good neighbourhood for what I know so far.

Dean & Sam got a job with Josh & Ian as a mechanic. They work in a near by car shop, so that they won't be far from me. As for me, I don't work anywhere. I can thank my lovely over-protected brother for not giving me freedom. I'm practically a home stay mom. The only time I'm able to get some privacy & freedom is at the local laundry place. I know, what's so special about a laundry place, but this is the only place I could relax & enjoy my alone time. I go every Sunday morning at eight, but today I decided to go at night. I had to do some stuff in the morning.

So here am I, sitting on a washer, waiting for my cloths to dry. But I wasnt alone. When I walked in the laundry mat, there was a guy. He was tall, tan, in shape, and may I say, hot, but in the same time adorable. His eyes were a chocolate color, he had tattoos, & his hair was a chocolate color like his eyes. Ugh, what am I thinking, he probably has a girlfreind already, but ever sinced I entered the laundry mat, he kept on glancing at me.

I hear the dryer buzz and I walk towards it. I grab my cloths & set them down on the counter.

"Uh, I think this is yours?"

I turn around & meet chocolate brown eyes. He was more handsome up close. I look at what he was holding in his hand & it was Sam's boxers. Oh god, this is embarrassing.

"Oh, yeah..." I grab the boxers & our fingures brush together. I flinch once that happen & drop the boxers. Nice move Emma.

"Sorry" I bend down to get the boxers

" It's alright" he chuckle

I get up & put the boxers with the other cloths.


I turn around to face him

"Uh no. Brother's" I giggle

"Oh my bad" he chuckle

We stand there for a couple mintues not knowing what to say. Luckly, the other dryer buzzes & I walk towards it.

" My name is Liam"

I turn around to face him, and give him a confuse face.

"My name is Liam. What's yours?" he ask




After that, we talked for about an hour, while at the same time fold our cloths. I really enjoyed his company. His horrible jokes made me laugh & made me forget why I was even here. Liam was differen, a good different. I shouldn't be thinking like this, even after what happen back at home. But I can't help it. It feels so good to feel happy & free again. 


Ugh, god someone kill me now

I hate myslef. I can't be thinking like this. Espcially for George.

Oh, George. If you were here I wouldn't be thinking like this, or even be here. All the memories we had. I really miss him.


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