16. The Fight
We pulled up at my house, and got out. He intertwined our fingers as we headed to my door. His touch sends sparks all through my body. I feel like I go at war with myself on how I feel about him. When we got to my door and I started to unlock it, I heard a loud bang. Harry immediately put me behind him, I smiled at his protectiveness but I knew what was going on. I stepped in front of Harry and whispered "its just my mom. She's drunk." He looked at me confused. Oh. I told him she was out of state when that number txt me. "Harry I can explain later." He seemed content with that answer. We walked in and my mom saw me. "Well look at what the cat dragged in. My worthless daughter." I felt Harry's hand tighten on mine. I gave him a nod assuring him that I'm fine. "Where's Don? Did he realize what a slut you were and left?" My mom was laughing at her comments. That hurt. He abused ME. I gave him all of my love and he broke MY heart. Harry was becoming furious, but he didn't know what temper I had. It was awful.. I pulled him up the stairs ignoring my moms statements when she said something that made me snap. "Who am I kidding, I don't care who you end up with, just as long as he's not like your no good dead father." She said. I broke. I let go of Harry's hand and got in my mom's face. "DON'T EVER TALK ABOUT MY DAD LIKE THAT YOU NO GOOD ALCOHOLIC!! HE WAS GOOD TO ME, TO YOU, TO US!! HE DIDN'T WANT TO DIE, HE WAS A POLICE OFFICER HIS LIFE WAS ALWAYS ON THE EDGE. HE WORKED LIKE A DOG TO HAVE A ROOF OVER OUR HEAD. NOW HE'S DEAD, YOU DRINK YOUR NEVER HOME, I'M FIGHTING FOR MY LITTLE BROTHER AND LITTLE SISTER SINCE YOU PUT THEM IN FOSTER CARE. OH AND DON ABUSED ME. HAPPY?! SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT ME BUT KEEP MY FATHER OUT OF YOUR WHITE TRASH MOUTH." my mom stopd there shocked and I kept breathing harder until I heard her start crying and that's when I spit ar her and went upstairs. I heard a voice clear and I completely forgot about Harry. He knows I have a secret brother and sister, about Don, he knows more about my dad, but most of all he knosw how screwed up my life is. He walked up and just held me. I cried. He kissed my head and said five words that I will forever hold against him. "I will always be here."