19. Back to the First Day
After I packed my bags, I knew I had to get rid of Harry. He doesn't need to get involved. I feel like something is going on with Harry, but I can't put my finger on it. So that's why I said what I said.. ""Harry I have some news to tell you and your not going to like it...I...I..." I tried to get it out, but I felt so sad, I don't know why I wasn't suppose to get close to Harry. He says he's not in the gang, but his tattoo says differently. I need to research and get some stuff straight before I consider my feelings. Suck it up Nicole. Harry sat there patiently and then spoke, "You what?" he asked. Here it goes. Breathe. Don't look sad Nicole, this is for the best. "I.. I need us to never see each other again after tonight. Never speak or talk to me again.. I will change classes at school. Act like you never met me Harry, and just know...I've never liked you." I heard my voice crack at the end. He looked like his eyes were glossy, but I'm probably imagining, he doesn't cry and not over me. "What?" was all he managed to say. "Harry look, we've had fun but lets face it we don't have feelings for each other. You bought me an expensive dress, I mean that was sweet and all but I'm sure you do that with everyone. Your tattoo, you say your not in a gang and your cousin was just protecting you, but I don't believe that. I don't associate with liars." I was being so harsh and I felt terrible, but he needed to be safe... and that means he has to be away from me. What he did next caught me off guard. He laughed. Not just any laugh, he bellowed out. I looked at him confused and he stood up from my bed. "Look babe, I know what your doing, and your not protecting me. Im protecting you. Thats a command. Got it? Now come on we're leaving." Just like that he was back to the guy I met on the first day of school. I mean honestly that side of him was dangerous and hot, that's why I wonder about the tattoo. The way he can switch moods makes it seem like he's been joined in a gang. He might not be now, but he has to have been before. I'm going to find out. "And why would I go anywhere with you?" I said while narrowing my eyes at him. "Because I said so babe, and if you know whats good for you then you will be a good little girl and go home with me." He was smirking at me now. I know he is teasing me, and trying to push mt buttons. I couldn't ignore the butterflies I kept getting when he called me babe. I can find out information at his house, so why not. "Whatever." I rolled my eyes and walked out the door leaving him to carry my bags. This could get interesting.