When you lose someone you care about nothing else matters in the world; your world becomes one big black hole, you lose all the happiness in your body, mind, soul and spirit. Hayden Rivers was always the shy type who was always with her older brother, their bond grew even closer when they were abandoned by their parents. That all changes when her older brother (Ryan) dies and leaves her alone in the big, cruel world, she feels like an ant compared to everyone else and is lost with no sense of direction At his funeral she doesn't expect to cross paths with Russell Scott She witnesses him about to kill someone and that creates more problems in her already twisted life Russell Scott is the most feared guy not only in their school but around the small town the live in; He has tattoos, deals, drugs, fights, has anger issues that get him in a lot of trouble and his own skeletons in his closet. No matter how many people tell her to stay away she just can't


44. Chapter 5

Russell watched Hayden walk around his room in her bra and thong while she looked for her jeans.

“Where are they?” she mumbled to herself getting down on her knees and checking under the bed  “AHA” she pulled the blue jeans out and smiled.

She slowly put them on, biting her lip as she struggled to get them on.

Russell watched her breasts bounce up and down and groaned “Hayden”

“I’m sorry” she apologised and quickly put her t-shirt on. She made her way towards him and stood on the opposite side of the door frame staring at him.

“I really don’t want you fighting” she told him looking defeated

 “Fighting has always been a part of me Bambi, I can’t just drop it” he explained

“I know baby, it’s just that well what if you get really hurt-”

“I won’t” he answered and smirked at her

“How do you know?” she asked him crossing her arms

“Because I have my favourite cheerleader cheering for me”

She wasn’t happy about it and knew there was no point in talking him out of it.

“I’m not a cheerleader if I’m not even allowed to come” she mumbled

“It’s a dangerous place”

“Please?” she begged stepping closer


“Please?” she asked again kissing his neck


“Please baby”

“You stay by Mike, Elliot or my side at all times do you understand me bambi” his voice was gruff and his face was serious” Or else I will punish you” He added, his facial expression not changing.

Her cheeks turned red at the sound of getting punished

“God I want you so badly right now” he huskily spoke pulling her towards his body by her belt loops

“Take me” she suggested, looking at him through her eyelashes

“You know I can’t Bambi” he groaned leaning against the door frame.

It had been three long weeks and the hunger for each other’s bodies had increased rapidly. Russell was off sex. His coach’s rules because he had a big fight coming up and needed to stay focused

She could tell he was frustrated by the sudden rule and she made sure to tease the hell out of him with every opportunity she got.

Hayden held on to Russell’s hand tighter as they walked through the packed place. So many people were here to bet and watch a good fight?

People were drinking everywhere and shouting on top of their voices. People betting big amounts of money, Men hanging on to their very obscenely dressed women.

“Russ” They heard his name being called and saw Mike, Elliot, Nikkei, Peyton and a few other people standing in a group.

She could see the fear in people’s faces as they watched Russell make his way through, towering over almost everyone.

“You ready” Elliot smirked and Russell nodded placing his bag on the corner of the cage

“I’ve been waiting for this fucker” Russell answered

“Fighters are you ready” a stubby man spoke through a microphone and the crowd went wild. Russell stripped into appropriate attire and turned towards her

“Don’t worry Hayden, He’s a big boy” Mike smiled counting some money

“What do I get if I win this?” Russell asked and she smirked whispering something into his ear

“Fuck” he cursed feeling himself get excited at her words

“To the cage” The stubby man shouted again and Russell kissed her hard.

The boys walked off leaving her with Peyton and Nikkei

“I see he hasn’t let you go yet” Nikkei commented

“And I see you still linger around”

Peyton sat in the awkward ambiance. She wasn’t supposed to tug along but she begged Mike and promised to stay close.

“Don’t get your hopes up sweetie, he’ll leave you eventually”

“Maybe” she answered giving off a small sigh “But I think for the time being I’ll let him continue fucking my brains out every night” she smirked and turned away before she could say something else.

Elliot walked back and stood next to her

The sound of a bell rang in her ears and the fight started. Russell threw the first punch making a crunchy noise echoed in all their ears. The other man spat out blood making Hayden cringe.

The rest of the fight was a complete blur to her. They fought, throwing punches and kicks at each other.

Every time Russell got hit she would cover her face, he looked angry and focused like nothing could stop him. He was seeing red and nothing else.

“Russell De Luca” As soon as the crowd heard the wining name they went crazy throwing money and cheering him on.

Hayden watched his opponent struggle off the stage.

Russell’s eyes connected to hers and he smirked looking like hell.

When they arrived at her apartment, he pinned her up against a wall. “So what’s my surprise?”

The smell of his aftershave took over her senses completely

“You’ll have to sit down first” she said, pulling him to her room where she blind folded him and tied him to a chair.

 “Now what do you want to do with your gift?” He was still shocked and staring at her in amazement. She kissed his bruised cheek and then his neck slowly, unbuttoning his shirt.

“Well you have to untie me first” he said looking at her.

“That won’t be any fun, now will it?” she said pulling off his shirt. Gosh even with Scars he was still so sexy.

“Hayden-” she put a finger on his mouth and started to kiss his neck, undoing his belt buckle, he kissed her neck while she did so, wishing his arms weren’t tied. She pulled of his trousers, and ran her hand on the lining of his briefs and then she put her hand in. “Hayden,” Russell pleaded, as she returned her lips to his. “Untie me!” He said. Her hands gently stroked him; enjoying the feeling of him. She eventually pulled her hand out of his briefs and ran them through his hair, pushing herself closer to him. His face was slightly bruised.

She started to move, moving slower with every measured movement. Russell cursed under his breath and looked up at her. “What’s wrong baby?” she said while she carried on with her movements. Hayden could feel his excitement and she climbed off him.

Russell eyes trailed her every movement until she was standing behind him again. She kissed his neck, while her hands moved down his torso which was hardened by muscle. “Russell I really wish you weren’t tied up,” she whispered into his ear and he turned to her.

“Hayden-” he said with hunger and frustration very evident in his grey eyes. Hayden bent over, untying him, and then being whisked to the bedroom where she found herself on the bed, lying beneath him.

 “It was a bad idea to tie me up Hayden,” he said rubbing his fingers all over her, making her gasp.

His lips found hers and he captured them into a passionate kiss. The cut on his lip stinging every time he deepened the kiss. His fingers fiddled with the button on her jeans while his lips continued to give her scorching kisses.

Russell watched her sleep. Her body was partly covered by the bed sheet leaving some parts of her body exposed. Her chest moved up and down at a slow pace, her hand lay elegantly on her stomach while her hair surrounded her face. Not everyone would be willing to put up with so much bullshit or someone with a stone for a heart. He looked around her fairy light covered room and grabbed the pack of cigarettes he left at her bedside before they slept.

Hayden smelt some smoke and her eyes fluttered open, Russell was sat up in nothing else but his dark blue jeans, leaning against the head bored with a cigarette in between his lips. Why was he up so early?

She watched him take a drag and blow the smoke out.

“Russell” She called his name “what’s wrong?” she asked licking her lips as she sat up in bed and also leaned against the head bored.

“Nothing, just thinking”

 “About what?” she asked softly moving closer

“My Mother” he answered taking another drag of his cigarette

“Oh” She answered quietly “Do you miss her?” she knew that it may have been a stupid question but she still wanted to ask him

“Everyday Bambi” he answered “I don’t know what it is or why but I remember her so vividly”

“That’s a good thing right?”

“It can be both good and bad baby”

“I don’t understand”

“Sometimes I will have nightmares about her and other times I’ll be able to see her but can’t touch or speak to her”

“What are the nightmares about?” she asked

“Of her trying to kill me”

Hayden stared wide eyed. Not sure how to portray her reaction to what he just said

“How often do you get theses nightmares?” she asked swallowing the huge lump in her throat

“Almost every day” he answered blankly like it was normal

“Why wouldn’t you tell me this?” she asked getting upset

“Because I can handle it”

“Russell you can’t handle everything in this world” she answered “Everybody needs someone to lean on sometimes”

“I know” he whispered

He turned to look at her, her beautiful green eyes staring back at him.

“You’re so beautiful”

“Only beautiful?” she asked with one eyebrow raised, teasing him

“Gorgeous” he added taking one last drag of his cigarette. He quickly blew out the smoke and put out the cigarette. “Sexy” he continued and climbed on top of her.

Hayden giggled and looked at him threw her eyelashes “How sexy?” she asked him.

He groaned trailing his hand up her thigh “Very very sexy” he told her tapping her hip with his index finger. Her lips were parted and begging him to kiss them softly which is exactly what he did. Hayden could taste the smoke on him and deepened the kiss. He moved to her neck; biting, kissing and sucking the deliciously supple skin.

Hayden let out a small moan and he continued his sweet torture against her neck

He pulled away from her neck and stared at her, not saying anything at all.

Hayden stared at him and smiled softly, her hand reached up and stroked his black hair

“Marry me” His voice was deep, gruff and straight to the point. His eyes held so much intensity they demanded her attention.

When she didn’t say anything but stare at him in shock he repeated it

“Marry me baby”


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