When you lose someone you care about nothing else matters in the world; your world becomes one big black hole, you lose all the happiness in your body, mind, soul and spirit.

Hayden Rivers was always the shy type who was always with her older brother, their bond grew even closer when they were abandoned by their parents.

That all changes when her older brother (Ryan) dies and leaves her alone in the big, cruel world, she feels like an ant compared to everyone else and is lost with no sense of direction

At his funeral she doesn't expect to cross paths with Russell Scott

She witnesses him about to kill someone and that creates more problems in her already twisted life

Russell Scott is the most feared guy not only in their school but around the small town the live in; He has tattoos, deals, drugs, fights,
has anger issues that get him in a lot of trouble and his own skeletons in his closet.

No matter how many people tell her to stay away she just can't


29. Chapter 29

She felt like her bedroom walls were closing in on her, she slowly searched for her bed and she sat down putting her hands into her hair

 “I am a vicious animal when it comes to you but I need to let you go because I can’t give you what you want”

“Yes you can, I want you Russell” she stood up walking towards his large frame “I love you” the tears where now falling down her face and she was sobbing.

“Stop loving me” he told her

“I can’t stop fucking loving you Russell even if I tried” she sobbed “This is what you wanted” she stepped back and pulled her shorts down

“Stop it” he told her but she continued

“Strip me bare and tear me limb from limb” she continued and took off her t-shirt until she stood naked in front of him

Hayden could see the look in his eyes

Her long nails dug into her skin and she pulled down leaving pink scratches on her arm “You wanted to hurt me?” she continued scratching herself

Russell walked toward her holding her small wrists together

She released a scream and started thrashing in his arms “Leave me alone” she yelled trying to push him off her

He pinned her against her wall making sure she wouldn’t escape

“Why did you lie about loving me?” she asked him and he sighed

“I didn’t lie” he placed both his hands on the wall to maintain his balance

“Then why did you tell me that” she sobbed quietly

He took her chin into his large hand turned her head “You make me question who I am and I don’t like it, my whole life I have had to depend on myself and nobody else. It’s just been me, myself and I and then you come into my life and I start to care about you in a way that fucks with my mind every minute of every day, What am I supposed to do with that?” he spoke sounding defeated “I walked into that bar today and started something with a man who had too many drinks. I’m in love with you Hayden and I don’t know what to do. I get jealous of the thought of another man with you and get infuriated just by the thought of another man inside you”

Hayden watched him speak and didn’t say anything or move an inch. Russell was a man of very few words and hearing him say so much left her speechless.

Russell didn’t know what to do with himself anymore, he was confused. This little woman was confusing him.

She looked at him through her eyelashes and pulled his face closer

“It’s okay to love Russell” she explained “I need you Russell. I’m so in love with you it’s beyond me” she whispered looking into his grey eyes which held so much emotion.

Russell looked down at her and said nothing, it was then when he realised they both needed each other. They were so unstable and made each other worse but something kept on pulling them back together, he was bewitched by her.

He bent his head down and kissed her softly, taking her bottom lip into his mouth.

His hands moved to her waist and he lifted her up wrapping her legs around his waist and carried her to her bed.

He climbed on to the bed, climbing over her and kissing her everywhere she scratched herself

 Hayden turned, getting on top of him. She sat on him, her legs on either side of him. She put her hands on his chest, feeling his speeding heartbeat. “Hayden” he said, wanting to get up, but she still had him pinned to the bed. She returned her lips to his, kissing him. She moved on him once again, kissing his neck. She finally let him free and he laid her on the bed. He climbed between her parted legs; kissing up her body, making her moan, until he reached her lips. She felt the weight of his body on top of hers, and she gasped as she felt the weight of his naked body on top of hers. He kissed her neck, while she ran her hands down his back. She wrapped her legs round his waist, and ran her fingers through his hair, pulling on it when she felt him in her. She screamed and gripped his hair tighter and tighter. With every thrust she he gruffly said he was sorry she would have said something but her body was so sensitive.

They lay wrapped up in her sheets, both heavy breathing

“I want to take you somewhere” he abruptly told her

“Right now?” she asked leaning on him, enjoying the feeling of being close to him

“Yeah” he said getting up and walking out of her room

She groaned and stood up, walking towards her bathroom with a fresh pair of clothes and underwear.

When she stepped out of the bathroom he was seated on her bed, dressed in his dark clothes again. She decided a pair of black jeans, a sweater and some converse

As soon as they stepped outside the smell of wet grass filled her nostrils

“Where’s your car?” she asked him looking around

“Right in front of you Hayden” he told her raising one eyebrow

“Oh” she said embarrassed and hopped in.

They drove for a while, listening to whatever song was on the radio

“Are we almost there?” she asked for the 100th time


She sighed and looked outside her window; they were on a dirt road with no houses around. Where was he taking her?

A few minutes later he stopped the car and got out

It was pitch black the only thing she could see was a large shape of what looked like a one story house.

“Watch your step” he told her as they got closer to the house, walking through tall grass.

She heard a door creaking and moved closer to him

“Why are we here?” she asked him and when she didn’t get an answer she started to panic a little

“Russ-” he flicked a switch and the room lit up

Hayden looked around the large room; it had hard wood floors with nothing else but paintings and some white cloth on the floor, a wooden table and one side of the wall was completely glass. The ceiling had small lights in them giving the room a softer glow

“Oh my gosh” she whispered walking towards the paintings. They all expressed different things and where all captivating

She turned to Russell who was leaning against the door frame

“Whose are these for?” she asked

“A guy I train with likes to paint so he let me bring you here?” he answered

She walked towards him and pulled him down kissing him softly “Thank you” but before he could reply she was off again into her own world, walking around

He decided to also walk around, dropping his jacket on a table

They walked around for a while and each time they past each other he would smirk or just stare at her and each time she would smile shyly and quickly look away.

He sat down on one of the stools and watched her look around

“Do you know what I love about paintings?” he heard her ask appearing from behind a painting

He watched as she started walking around them, swaying her hips as she went along

“They can be anything you want without being judged by anybody” she started to undo her sweater buttons and the piece of clothing dropped to the ground leaving her in a simple tank top. “Paintings can represent anything; Happiness, sadness, passion” Her hands slowly moved up her body and her tank top was gone leaving her in a black lacy bra that complimented her porcelain skin. His gaze was focused on her only, his jeans started to feel uncomfortable and he clenched his jaw. “I personally find it very stimulating” Her hands glided down and moved to the front of her jeans. She unbuttoned them and started to pull them down slowly, his eyes followed her every movement. The sight of her was refreshing; her hair surrounded her like a curtain. The chain she was wearing falling in the valley of her breasts. He managed to see her thong and that added to his excitement.

“And lastly” she started walking towards him with the same excited look she always had in her eyes. She stood in between his legs and gently took his large hand placing it where her heart was “It can be a reflection of what you feel in here”

Russell let out a deep groan and threw his head back slightly “You’re killing me Hayden”

“Oh?” she answered innocently

He pulled her closer by the belt loops on her jeans and she planted her hands on his chest to stop herself from falling

“You have no idea” he whispered in her ear, He kissed the corner of her mouth before he captured her mouth in a demanding yet very satisfying kiss that made her feel like she was on fire. His hands moved down her shoulders taking her bra strap with it and pushing her jeans down slightly revealing more skin. He let out a growling noise and stood up, lifting her up high and placing her on the wooden table. She planted her hands on the table while his hands cupped her face restricting her movement. He bit her bottom lip making her release a small whimper.

Her hands slowly moved the black t-shirt he was wearing up and he took it off, removing his lips off hers briefly. Hayden ran a hand down his chest, into his briefs. Russell groaned slightly as he tried to shift so that she would move her hand away, but Hayden didn’t move and gently started stroking him. Russell groaned deeply and Hayden moaned louder , making him feel even more aroused, he started leaving icy kisses all over her neck and chest. He heard Hayden sigh, but that just wasn’t enough for him.

He moved a hand gently up her torso, and then under her bra. Hayden softly bit down on her lip to avoid screaming. She threw her head back, arching her back letting his lips continue to leave scorching kisses down her neck. Her fingers moved into his long hair and down his back, making sure her nails dragged down his back.

He started to make her lay on the table climbing on top of her, in between her legs, her leg bent and she started moving it up and down his leg, her converse touching his jeans. She could feel him through her jeans and he felt so good. The smell of his cologne making her work herself into a frenzy. He smelt so manly, he felt so manly

“So this is where you two have been hiding” she heard a deep voice and she screamed sitting up quickly, pulling whatever she could find against her chest. Russell got up quickly pulling out a gun from god knows where

She looked at the smiles on Mike and Elliot is faces and wished she would die. She turned to an angry looking Russell who looked like he was about to tear someone apart.


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