When you lose someone you care about nothing else matters in the world; your world becomes one big black hole, you lose all the happiness in your body, mind, soul and spirit.

Hayden Rivers was always the shy type who was always with her older brother, their bond grew even closer when they were abandoned by their parents.

That all changes when her older brother (Ryan) dies and leaves her alone in the big, cruel world, she feels like an ant compared to everyone else and is lost with no sense of direction

At his funeral she doesn't expect to cross paths with Russell Scott

She witnesses him about to kill someone and that creates more problems in her already twisted life

Russell Scott is the most feared guy not only in their school but around the small town the live in; He has tattoos, deals, drugs, fights,
has anger issues that get him in a lot of trouble and his own skeletons in his closet.

No matter how many people tell her to stay away she just can't


27. Chapter 27

Why are we here?” Sam asked Hayden who was walking around the craft store. She was glad she was free from using crutches

It was a beautiful Sunday and she was happy with her choice of clothing; a pretty floral summer dress with her hair tied into a high messy ponytail.

“I need more art supplies for my art class on Monday” Hayden responded, picking up a bunch of paint brushes.

“Since when do you take art?”                                                   

“I registered last Friday and it’s not at school, it’s at this wonderful old lady’s gallery”

“Wow and Russell let you go?” she asked shocked

“I can go where ever I want Sam” she rolled her eyes

“I’m just saying he is on another level when it comes to you”

“It’s already bad enough his waiting for me outside” Hayden mumbled

Sam smiled and picked up a charcoal crayon

“How often do you guys see each other” she asked crossing her legs

“Every other day” she answered

“Do you have sex?”  She bluntly asked making the guy at the counter smirk to himself

“I’m not gonna answer that” Hayden whisper yelled and prayed a big hole would swallow her up

 “Why did I bring you with me” she mumbled not so silently to herself

“Hey, you promised me mall time” Sam argued “Hand me your phone”

“Why?” Hayden questioned looking at her phone

“I need to text Josh and tell him to pick me up”

“I will be in the back” Hayden told her and she nodded

“You draw?” she heard a voice ask her and she dropped the brushes she was holding

“Steven, hi” she smiled hugging him

“Hi” he casually smiled leaning against the shelf

“What are you doing here?” she asked him

“Just getting more art supplies” he smiled lifting a small bottle of paint “I heard about your loss, I’m sorry”

“It’s okay”

“Did they catch the sick bastard?” oh the guy I constantly have sex with killed him

“Yeah” she answered

“I was going to come and visit but I was in Milan” he answered looking sad

“It’s okay, well I should get going. I’ll see you around?”

“Actually my Grandparents are having this annual dinner thing and I don’t have a date would you like to go with me”

“I uh have a boyfriend” she truthfully answered sympathetically but she wasn’t even sure if she was Russell’s girlfriend, he said he loved her but that was the only time he ever said that and has never repeated it since and has sort of distanced himself

“I know, just as friends” he smiled “Come on don’t leave me hanging old people are boring, It will be my own personal hell” He smirked

She noticed Sam glaring at Steven

“Steven” she greeted him “Thanks” she handed Hayden back her phone

“Sam, hey” he greeted her

“What are you doing here?” she asked

“I was actually just leaving” he said matter of factly and picked up his bottle of paint

“So pick you up at 8 on Thursday?” he asked and she reluctantly nodded her head

When he walked off Sam glared at her

 “What’s happening on Thursday?”

“His grandparents are having some annual thing and he wanted me to go” she answered

“Do you have a death wish?” she asked her


“Russell won’t let you go”

“Russell doesn’t own me Sam” she answered now doubting her answer

Her phone vibrated and she noticed it was Russell...he text her?

She opened the text and read it

Really? How wet?

Hayden looked at her phone blankly...What did he mean how wet? What was he talking about?

She opened her sent messages and clicked Russell’s name

I’m so wet right now

“Sam!!” she shouted smacking her arms

“You need a little excitement” she shrugged her shoulders “Reply”


“Oh come on Hayden, don’t bore him”

“Bore him?” Hayden repeated ...was she boring him?

“Yeah, spice it up a little” she answered settling on the wooden desk

She looked at her phone and started typing

Really wet” she replied feeling dirty

She placed her phone in her dress pocket and carried her basket to the till, she paid and walked out with a very determined Samantha

“Were to now?” She asked

“The mall, its josh is birthday and I wanna get him something”

They walked to her car and she continued her conversation with Russell

oh yeah?”


I want to eat you, spread your beautiful milky legs apart and eat you out completely until I’m satisfied” the car suddenly felt hotter and she was starting to feel aroused

 She decided it was probably better to think about how she would lay out what she wanted to say that would drive him crazy and she sat back into her seat, she wanted to touch herself but obviously couldn’t because she wasn’t alone

I want you to bend me over the kitchen counter and fuck me senseless, where are you?” she replied

Training, careful with what you ask for Bambi”

“Oh? So you don’t want to bend me over and have your way with me?”


“Okay then I guess I’ll just let Steven do it” she knew that she may have pushed it a little too far

She didn’t know what was wrong with her but she wanted him in that moment, she wanted him so badly. She crossed her legs hoping that the nagging feeling would disappear.

She waited for his reply but he didn’t respond and a few seconds later her phone started ringing and she decided to keep him on his toes and not answer.

“So are you going to the fundraiser this weekend?”

“No” Hayden answered honestly

“Why??” she whined

“I just don’t want to”

“That’s code for sex with Russell; I’m shocked you’re not knocked up”

“I’m on the pill and can we stop this conversation please” she begged

 “Aww come on, please it’s going to be great. It’s for charity”


“Great, we are on car wash duty”

“Have you heard from Annabelle?”

“Yeah she called to check on me last night”

“That’s good, At least you’re talking”


Her phone vibrated and she noticed it was a text from Russell

“Where are you?”

“Somewhere with Steven”



“Bambi so help me God I will kill that little fuck if he even touches you”

“Calm down Russell, I’m with Sam shopping.”

“I’ll see you later”

He was mad.

Hayden and Sam walked into the house and heard loud laughs. They were all sitting around the living room looking at the screen, while Russell sat on the other seat looking not so happy with his legs stretched out. There were about 4 other guys there as well and there were cans and pizza boxes in the bin. “Hey guys” Sam said while Hayden and her put their bags on the counter.  They said Hi back

They all avoided eye contact with Hayden and continued their game

Hayden walked to were Russell was sitting and kissed his cheek “Hi” she whispered and he didn’t return the kiss or greet her.

“Russell” she called him but he didn’t say anything, his jaw tightly clenched.

She felt a little hurt that he wouldn’t kiss her and moved away from him

The ambiance in the room was awkward and tense

Russell stood up, picking her up in his arms and carrying her to his room.

He set her down and walked to his bed sitting down

She walked towards him and managed to sneak her way on to his laps; she sat facing him and moved so that her body could be even closer to his

“Russell please don’t be angry with me” she said her voice breaking

Russell looked up at her and she was on the brink of tears. His jaw was still tightly clenched and his hands found there was around her pulling her close

He didn’t want her to start crying because it made him feel weird on the inside

They stared at each other for what felt like hours

 “We have to go  -” Hayden started to say but she noticed Russell eyes were focused elsewhere. Russell put his hand on her waist and pulled her closer to him, his hands found the zip on her dress and he slowly started to unzip it. He captured her lips into a scorching kiss and then he looked at her with that intense stare. There it was again. The hunger, the need to devour each other.

 “I told you before, I am very selfish when it comes to you and I won’t be afraid to kill anyone who touches you” he told her; his voice was void of all emotion

She put her hand on the back of his neck, pulling his lips back to hers. He felt the gentle touch of her lips, how she bit down on his bottom lip a little bit. He ran a hand up her back, his hand warm on her skin that was cool. She pulled his hand back down. He felt her say “No,” her lips moving on his.

She kissed him slowly, and he felt her to start to move backward and forward on him. He groaned against her lip, trying to say her name, but she didn’t stop and only gasped near his ear. She didn’t stop and just moved slower and harder against him. He felt her chest rub against his, he wanted to rip that dress off her so badly, but she didn’t let him, restricting his hands. She moved her lips from his, kissed his neck. He was desperate for her..

“We can’t” she told him and he groaned standing up. She wrapped her arms around his neck to prevent herself from falling

Russell’s gaze searched up and down her body and he pulled off her underwear with ease, He pinned her against the hard wall with his hands beside her head, completely shielding her

Russell’s gaze was fixed on hers and passion overruled his anger. He wrapped her legs around his waist making her feel all of him

Hayden felt her body tremble slightly at the feel of him on her intimate area through the track pants her was wearing

“Oh my” she moaned softly in his ears and it was his turn to grind on her

He covered her hands with his large hands and could feel her slowly starting to go higher from the limpness of her fingers

He felt her tug on his hair roughly and his lips found her neck. She was so sweet on his tongue; he wanted to fuck her over and over again.

Hayden could feel herself going off the edge but every time she was about to he would stop his movements and kiss her neck instead

“Please Russell” she panted

He looked at the state she was in; her hair was now sticking to her for head, her dress straps falling off both shoulders, her dress bunched up at her waist which made her look even more fuckable.

His track pants were starting to feel very uncomfortable.

His hands dug into the exposed skin of her thighs

“Will you ever pull a stunt like that again?” he spoke deeply into her ear

Her long nails where digging into his back making him press her against the wall harder.

He started to bite, suck and kiss her neck while his large hands held her in place by her thighs. He could feel her breasts pushed up against his chest

“Will you?” he asked again, one hand moved to her breast and her grabbed it

“N-no” she moaned

The pressure was getting too much and just as she was about to he stopped his movements and set her down

“Good girl” he kissed her cheek and walked out of the room

Hayden couldn’t believe what just happened and a tear rolled down her face.

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