When you lose someone you care about nothing else matters in the world; your world becomes one big black hole, you lose all the happiness in your body, mind, soul and spirit.

Hayden Rivers was always the shy type who was always with her older brother, their bond grew even closer when they were abandoned by their parents.

That all changes when her older brother (Ryan) dies and leaves her alone in the big, cruel world, she feels like an ant compared to everyone else and is lost with no sense of direction

At his funeral she doesn't expect to cross paths with Russell Scott

She witnesses him about to kill someone and that creates more problems in her already twisted life

Russell Scott is the most feared guy not only in their school but around the small town the live in; He has tattoos, deals, drugs, fights,
has anger issues that get him in a lot of trouble and his own skeletons in his closet.

No matter how many people tell her to stay away she just can't


24. Chapter 24

The room suddenly felt cold, Russell’s blank stare making her feel like that was her queue to hide under a rock

She knew she cornered him but she was feeling Vulnerable and needed reassurance that he was there.

“Hayden” she could tell from the way he said her name that he was going to say no

“I want-I want you to make raw passionate love to me” she said looking at him straight in the eye

“I can’t” he truthfully told her and when he started to move away from the space in between her legs she wrapped her uninjured leg around his waist

“Please” she begged, dragging one hand underneath his T-Shirt while the other played with his hair

Russell looked at her under him and wanted to shoot himself in the foot; her green Bambi eyes still laced with sleep, her night dress strap falling off her shoulder with her warm leg wrapped around his waist. His feelings had gotten deeper and deeper and at random times he would be angry with himself

“Please” she begged again ignoring the hard look he was giving her

 He looked so confused and conflicted it started to worry her

“We can forget about it” she said dismissing the idea and blinked away the tears that were threatening to fall

When he didn’t answer she started getting even more worried

“Russell-” she called him but before she could finish her sentence his large hand was trailing down her sides. Every touch felt magnified and more sexual.

His warm hand trailed up the leg wrapped around his waist and then slowly dragged back down taking the nightdress with it.

Hayden felt like every touch was shocking every nerve in her body.

Her eyebrows furrowed when his hands moved to the side of her dress, where the slit was and in one swift movement he ripped her dress open exposing her bare body

He pulled off his t-shirt not breaking eye contact with and he started kissing her with a passion she ignited. Her hands stayed round his neck, pulling him closer to her while he seductively kissed her with an urgency resulting from how long he’d had to wait before he had an opportunity to kiss her as pleased. His hands held her waist, holding her in place while he kissed her. Her hands run through his hair black locks, feeling the texture of the hair. His tongue passed over the seam of her lips, enticing her to open for him. She felt him explore the interior of her mouth with tantalising skill while his tongue dipped deeper. The kiss was an explosion of chemistry and lust and she waited so long to experience. The feeling of Russell’s body against hers was enough to drive her insane and her hands ran down his back, feeling his amazingly masculine back and shoulders.

His large hands purposely stroked her legs, giving her the intense excitement she’d been dying to feel. She relished in every aspect of it: his succulent lips, the erotic slide of his tongue... He just felt so good. Russell’s hands moved up her body slowly exploring the skin he’d been dying to touch. Hayden waited anxiously for him to touch her and when he did she let out a tortured gasp. His large hands cupped her, causing an agonising pleasure to course through her body. She lost control of her senses. The only thing she felt was lust.

She melted at the feeling of every erotic movement of his fingers and bit his lip softly. She slowly moved under him, and he tried to regain control of the situation, which he failed to do with every provocative movement getting more intense. Hayden’s lips left his and she slowly kissed his neck, causing him more frustration when she moaned softly. She heard him let out a frustrated groan. He moved closer, His hands moved caressed her inner thighs, giving her a delicious anticipation. Her hands fell from his chest and landed on the grey sheets

Hayden slowly started to move up and down on him pressing her body close to his so that she could feel his body close to hers. The feeling of it was sweeping her into excitement. She moaned softly.

 His fingers stroked her intimately and she was breathless and desperate for him. Her hands moved to the back of his neck and she gently pulled on his hair. “Russell” she said her name because she was desperate for more and she was instantaneously under him.

She could tell he was struggling with the whole thing and that to her made him more human.

“You’re beautiful,” he said and then kissed her. She didn’t know what to say because he had never told her that before

 Her hands moved across his body. Russell kissed down her chest making his way to her waist. His hands brushed her and out of desperation and he looked at her, making sure her leg was fine and he wasn’t putting any weight on it

 She was desperate for him and he just wouldn’t give in. She felt the erotic slide of his tongue and that pushed her over the edge. Russell’s lips kissed her neck and she raked his back; she was yearning for him.

 Hayden could barely speak and Russell gave her a kiss, and she started to pull down his sweats which he did easily himself. He thrust into her; groaning deeply. It was painfully slow and Hayden felt the tears well up in her eyes. Her moans were so loud; the whole apartment must have heard her. Russell thrust harder and deeper his eyes till fixed on hers, she was moaning so loud. Hayden couldn’t take the pain. She pulled her hands away from his, gripping the sheets instead. She moaned his name and he groaned deeply.

Her hand held his neck they moved in slow, long thrusts while the other was pulling at his hair with every slow, measured thrust; getting lost in a world of ecstasy. Her hands moved down his back and he kissed her passionately, making her feel every one of his deep groans.

The tears fell from her eyes. It was so painfully delicious

Russell looked at her worriedly and stopped his movements “Did I hurt you”

She shook her head quickly, not wanting him to stop his movements

“Then why are you crying?” he asked her still not moving

She turned red and looked anywhere else but him

“Itfeelssogood” she mumbled

Russell looked at her with an eyebrow raised

“What?” his voice was gruff

“It feels so good” she repeated

Russell tried not to smile but he didn’t have to because she smacked his shoulder

“Don’t laugh at me” she whined turning redder

He bent down and captured her lips into another kiss

She moaned against his lip, with him deeply groaning her name.

He started to move again and she threw her head back when he thrust into her harder taking both of her hands into his large ones.

Hayden just didn’t know what to do with herself anymore; she had already embarrassed herself by crying and didn’t want anything else to happen.

She looked away from him and then she felt a large hand grasp her jaw and turn her head, his lips attacked her neck with kisses and love bites everywhere he could reach.

Was it possible to love someone so broken?? so much that it started to feel like you were slowly going insane?or dying in the most spellbinding way? She was ready to give him everything as crazy as that sounded. Everything felt so magnified and intense when it came to loving Russell. He was like a ticking time bomb that could go off if not correctly dismantled; He gave her that feeling in her heart that she couldn’t get rid of even though she tried. When people say you get that can’t eat, can’t sleep feeling it’s a lie because that is a complete understatement of how you feel when you’re in love with someone.

He was a beautiful person who didn’t give himself enough credit.

He kind of reminded her of the beast in beauty and the beast; after he was cursed he became something people feared and hated .he was just someone that was misunderstood.

She was in love with an obscure man

She licked her lips slowly feeling herself going over the edge

“Open your eyes” he demanded as he thrust into her deeper

She fluttered her eyes open and stared at him. He planted his hands on the sides of her head and groaned deeply, his back tensing. Her hand reached out and held his hip as he thrust into her a little bit faster

Their bodies glistening with sweat, their heavy breathing bring comfort to each other’s ears, she had completely forgotten about her leg.

“I-I” his voice broke the silence

She looked at him waiting for him to finish his sentence; he had an unreadable expression on his face.

“You” she softly asked, trailing her hands up his arms

“L-love you” he finished the sentence awkwardly, like he was testing out how it sounded.

“You love me?” she repeated softly

He stared at her and watched while tears fell down her face

“I love you too” she softly whispered

He nodded his head and drove her higher and higher .Hayden felt unmatchable bliss, her eyes barely being able to stay open. Russell kissed her through it until he experienced his. Russell didn’t stop until it was completely over. Hayden felt powerless and turned to him. Her eyes still wet with tears.

He got off her and lay beside her.

She moved next to him and they laid in silence as usual except this time it was different.

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