6. Diary Entry 6
Goodbye cruel world. I won't miss you. Amy, thank you for being the only one who cared, the only one to help. I had to say goodbye.
You were like the sister I never had. The light, my light. My hope. My friend. My...EVERYTHING. If only... you could have helped me more, I might still be here. I might still see your smile, your contagious, loving, smile. I just couldn't deal with the pain, the feeling deep down inside of me. I took the knife on the kitchen counter, it felt good. I even watched the warm, thick blood run down my skin. It took away my thoughts. I am now silenced forever, no one will have to put up with me any longer. For I am now gone with the wind. I love you, Amy. You were the only one.
You were there for me, too. The angel that picked me up, I just never told anyone about you. No one ever listens anyway. "Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'" -The Band Perry/ If I Die Young. Don't worry, don't cry. You were there.
I hate you.
Dear Celia's 'friends',
I hate you just the same.