i was walking down a hall with trevor,we kept hearing screaming. who was that? we kept walking and i fell down a hole. a deep dark hole. what the hell? i found myself on a hospital bed. i was giving birth!! Mr.H was my doctor.
"good job casey, you look great" he winked
i woke up screaming at trevor's house.
"BABE BABE whats wrong??!??"
" i- um i i i just had a bad dream" i stuttered
he wrapped me in his arms. his mom was out of town and his dad was never in his life. i came over almost every weekend. i was able to because my mom worked nights into tomorrow at 10:30 which is the time me and trevor hangout anyway so i come and spend the night and she doesn't even find out. this is probably the main cause of me being pregnant, shit happens for a reason right? all this thinking i couldn't fall asleep. my brain was on and my body was off. i pulled out from trevor while he was asleep to go get a drink. i walked downstairs and got a glass of orange juice. the minute it slipped down my throat i had to run to the bathroom. i puked all my dinner and orange juice up. trevor came running into the bathroom.
"baby are you okay?"
"yeah just--" i threw up in the middle of my sentence
"sick" i chuckled
after i threw up and washed my mouth out with mouth wash i went back to lay down with trevor.
"can i ask you a question?" i asked trevor
"sure babe anything"
"well, ummm..... are you nervous about the baby?"
"well yeah anyone our age would, but ill be here for every decision you make i promise"
i smiled knowing he would keep his promise. except he looked at me strangely.
"have you thought of abortion?" he asked
i stared at him in confusion. i thought he wanted the baby.
"not really, ive thought but i couldnt go through with it."
he looked nervous /mad /upset. i looked at him with a blank expression
he face became blank and he just stared at me