11. It's just a kiss.
It's been two weeks sense I flushed Jasmine's blade. She hasn't talked to me sense. Not that she really ever did. I've made more friends. I'm actually pretty popular. Then again I haven't told anybody that I'm lesbian except for 2 friends. I also haven't told anybody that I'm anorexic either. Everybody thinks that I just have a high metabolism and a pretty face so that's why I'm kind of poplar. Whenever I see Jasmine in the hallways she just turns away from me and keeps walking like I don't even exist. It kind of hurts me. 'I'll go over to her house today after school and talk to her.' I thought to myself.
After school I got on the bus and waited for my bus stop. I was going to go home first, drop my stuff off then go over. I dropped off my book-bag and lunch box and walked over to Jasmine's. I knocked on the door and a guy with a beer gut opened the door "Yes?" his breath smelled of alcohol "Hi I'm a friend of Jasmine. He grunted and opened up the door so I could go inside. "Second floor first door to the left." He walked away and into the kitchen to get another beer I guessed. I walked up to Jasmine's room and was about to knock, when I heard voices.
" I don't like ignoring her, sky. I really like her but I don't want to drag her into my shitty life."
"Yeah, but honestly how could she like me? How could anybody like an ugly emo loser like me? Especially a beautiful girl like Dani."
I opened her door slowly and peeked in and she was turned around on her bed. I slipped in and silently closed the door behind me. "I think you mean beautiful perfect girl." I said. Jasmine turned around wide eyed and dropped her phone. I walked over to the bed and picked up the phone and handed it to Jasmine. "Hey, Sky. I uh I'll call you back okay?" She clicked end without waiting for an answer. "What are you doing her, Dani?" She was wearing short sleeves and I saw her arms. They were covered in cuts. I looked at them for a few minuets. Jasmine reached over and grabbed a sweatshirt and put it on covering her arms. I sat down on the bed next to her. I grabbed her arm and pushed her sleeve up and ran my fingers over her cuts softly and I was holding back tears. Jasmine tensed a little and she looked at my face. "Dani, whats wrong..?" "Your cuts." "What about them. Why do you look hurt?" "Each cut on your arm is another time that I couldn't be there for you." "No. No. No. No. Don't think that. I've been the one ignoring you. I'm so sorry. I just don't want you to see me for what I really am." "Even with your cuts you are so beautiful ,Jasmine. Don't ever forget it." I looked into her eyes and she looked into mine. Our faces were so close I could feel her breath. Before I could think I filled the gap between us and kissed her.