I changed into some silk pajamas and layer down. Why can't I trust any guys anymore. I found one who is so sweet and I just drove him away because I'm scare it will happen again. Ok I'll tell you. It as in rape. It was only about 7 months since it happened and that's how I got the scar on my shoulder.
We were both dating (me and kris). Kris and I were making out and he tried to take my clothes off. I said no and he stabbed me I the shoulder and told me I had to do it or the next would be in my heart.
Whence was done he packed his bags and moved out. I called the cops and they couldn't find him. They told me the best would be to tell my parents (even though they already called) and have them find me a new place to stay. I thought they would support me in this but they shopped me to an apartment and transferred me into a private school. That meant uniforms and lots of sluts. Great!
I heard a knock on my door and I ran to it. "Why the hell are waking me in the middle of-". I stopped. "Jonathan. Did you forget something?" I had a glare in my eyes. I don't know why I was mad I guess it was because he didn't understand. I noticed his eyes travel at my outfit. I blushed noticing what I want wearing: silk bottoms that showed all of my legs, and a silk tank top that rose up above my waist a little.
"I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry. I so sorry. I shouldn't have done that. If your not ready I understand. But I do want to go out with you. I do t mind waiting until your ready." He looks pleading. I couldn't help but smile at him.
The words were pulled out my mouth. "It ok. I forgive you. And yes I'd love to go out. I led him inside ana we sat on the couch together. "Do you want to know the reason I stopped you?" I said and rested my head on his lap while I faced him. He nodded and smiled.
I told him everything. I could feel tears in my eyes blocking y vision. Mbira the May his stomach was moving. I knew he was crying too. He didn't say anything just pulled me in a warm hug and kissed my forehead. He began stroking his hair and saw the time. "Shit." He said under his breath. "It's almost midnight. I'm sorry. I got to go but I'll text you when I'm in bed.
I pulled him back down. "Can you please stay? I just want you to hold me tonight. It's cold in here and I just want to be warm for once."
My request shocked him a bit because he was speechless the he said, "Of course." And lifted me up bridal style. He layer me in be and snuggled next to me. I felt his hands rubbing up and down my leg for comfort. Next thing I knew, I was asleep and in his arms. I didn't want this moment to end. Not ever.