12. chapter 11
I was woken up by somebody slamming my drawers. "Can you stop" I said annoyed. "Sorry I just need something to wear" I got up and saw Lyndsey in my room "get out and leave my stuff alone you sluty bitch!" She looked shocked and left my room quietly.
I was beyond pissed. Why is she here? He asked me out on a date just to do this. Ugh I'm so confused.
I walked downstairs and saw justin sitting down watching tv and eating cereal
"What's with all the screaming?" He said "whats with the cheating" I said back with sass. "What do you mean" he said and gave me a look that told me to shut up. "Never mind" I said and walked back upstairs
Why does he have to hurt me like this? I got up and started to throw everything on the floor. By the time I was done, there was broken things on the floor, a whole bunch of clothes everywhere. And rose petal everywhere. Those rose petals where from the roses Justin had given me.
I got up and picked up some skinny jeans and a long sleeve shirt. I went in the shower and took a long, warm shower.
When I got out I saw the shirt Justin had left the night he stayed over and slept.
I grabbed some scissors and started I cut it. I started to sob really loud.
I heard the door open and it was Justin. He had a shocked look on his face. He sat by me and he held me in his arms. I was crying more than I was before.
I got calmed then I stood up and opened the door. "Can you please leave?" I asked. "No not until we talk" he said. I started to pick everything up and he helped.
When the room was cleaned I sat down in my bed. He sat down right next to me. "What happened?" He asked "don't act like you don't know" I said "okay, I'm sorry. She came over and I didn't want her to suspect anything and I didn't want you to find out because I know that this would happen" he said and looked at me. I put my head down and looked at the floor. "Yeah, okay" I said still not looking at him. "Please look at Me" he said. I looked up at those caramel eyes that make me melt. He was leaning in closer. And closer. And closer. Until his lips where attached to mine.
Why do I always have to fall in love?
Why does he make me feel like this?