12. getting ready
I went back to the flat and decided to get ready ... I took a really long shower and bath just to forget about what happened earlier . I washed my hair , did my nails , and makeup. While I was applying eyeliner to my water line Zayn popped in " WHAT THE HELL ZAYN ? CAN YOU KNOck ? I JUST POKED MYSELF IN THE EYE " I yelled . Zayn wasn't happy at all his eyes were red an I can see the tear marks that wasn't washed off , and his eyelashes wet . " what's wrong- " I asked but was cut off . " what the hell Daylan , are you a hoe like lajune , or something ? I've been in the car with you and Liam but you didn't notice . I was looking out the window watching you and Harry . Wtf we had sex Daylan what the hell is wrong with you ? " he said as he began to cry . " Zayn honestly I don't know " even I began to cry ruining my makeup " I'm in love with 3 people , and I don't know who to be with " ! I said . " Daylan I can't always be the one to love you like they do . I don't know if that made sense but I love you and no one could replace you . I wanna love you , live with you , and start a family with you , I wanna kiss you everyday , I wanna cuddle with you my love for you is unexplainable " ! He replied with tears still coming down " Zayn ? " I asked curiously . He held out a box with a ring ( promise ring ) I promise you that I will wait for you to love me as much as I love you " . I ran into Zayn and kissed him passionatly until we heard a knock " Daylan are you ready " Harry yelled . I pushed Zayn into my closet and quickly fixed my make up I was wearing a black skater dress which was a lil short , black pumps , Versace necklace and expensive pearls . I opened the door and heard Harry whisper " damn "
I laughed and said" let's go . " he walked out but I ran back in the room and leaned against my closet door " I promise I will love you till I die , but honestly idk who I love more "