Harry and Lily entered the common room, but they noticed a note on a desk. Harry's first instinct was to open it and read it but Lily quickly stopped him.
"What if it's cursed Harry?! Come on we can't just touch it!"
"Oh, Come on Lily! I guess you could be right but how will we know what's in it if we don't check?"
"what if it was sent by Voldemort! He can see into your mind, maybe he knew you were coming here and placed it there. We can't take any chances come on!" She was now in tears. She couldn't even bare the thought of losing another family member. It had been enough when Sirius dies. What if Harry just died. It was to much to even think about and Lily just exploded into tears.
Harry Tried to comfort her but she pushed his hand away. She tuned out everything blocked out everything and then everything went black.
"Is she awake yet?"
"Come on she has to wake up." All Lily took in were mysterious voices. where was she? why was she here? Last thing she remembered she was in the common room with Harry- Harry?! Where was he? She was officially freaked out! How could all this happen in such little time. How much time had passes?
"Um Hey Lily? Hey over here." Hermione and Ron were sitting in front of her. She had so many questions, especially the fact that Harry was sitting right next to her. What?! This was so confusing. She must have shown it because Hermione started explaining.
"Well you know you guys were gone so when classes ended were the first ones out. We headed to the common room as quickly as possible to see what was up with you guys. Well we got up and saw you crying and Harry by you. He said something to you and then there was a flash of green light and you were both unconscious. Hermione and I levitated you over here and Madam Pomfrey saw to you yo immediately. Well uh we don't know if Harry is exactly unconscious. Madam Pomfrey said you used extreme magic that even some of the greatest wizards can't do-"
Suddenly Professor Dumbledore rushed in. Apparently he had been informed about this incident and came rushing down. Lily couldn't handle it though, the thought of her killing her family was unbearable. It couldn't be he couldn't leave her. she needed him. He was the only one that understood her! He couldn't be gone! She wouldn't allow it. Lily got up, tears just streaming down her face like a rainstorm, and rushed out of the hospital wing. how could she have done such a thing?
The only place she knew no one would find her was the shrieking shack. It was hard to get into but no one would find her there. Lily ran outside and went into the shrieking shack. She didn't care that the womping willow was about to kill her. She just kept running down underground until she reached the shack. It was old and dusty, but she didn't mind, especially now. All she did was cry and cry until she felt sick to her stomach. But she couldn't leave. no because then she would be blamed for Harry's death.
How did she even do that magic? What if- no it couldn't be. Could Voldemort be..using her?He could already see into her mind (ya, like Snape's lessons helped at all.) What if he found a way to control her. Or was she just so powerful she couldn't contain it. She knew that Sirius was a normal wizard, so how could she be so extraordinary? why her? why did she have to be special? Nobody would ever understand her now. Not now or ever.