Lilian was just now remembering what had happened on the train. she never gave much attention to her scar because usually her black bangs would cover it. When she didn't have bangs she covered it with makeup. She wondered why the makeup had come off on the train and why her bangs didn't hide it. Her train of thought was interrupted when Ariella and Hermione stepped up and said Hi. Lilian got up and almost left for a second, then she remembered she had to make friends. Well conversation took over and Lily was left out until Harry asked Lily a question.
"Hey Lily your last name is Black right?"
"Yeah i mean of course what else would it be?"
" Ok then are you somehow related to Sirius Black?"At his name Lily started to have tears in her eyes and a lump in her throat. She hadn't remembered Sirius in a while. without thinking Lily bolted up the staircase and into the girls dormitories making no effort to hold in her sobs. She remembered that night when Dumbledore came to her house and told her her father had died. Time stopped for her that night, Without sirius she felt like her heart had a hole. She couldn't contain it all crying and thinking just didn't do her any good. Her head was now throbbing and her face was red and she just laid on her bed crying and crying realizing that she would never see him again. she didn't even get to say goodbye to him, and now she never will."
After a while, when Lily was still sobbing like thunder, Hermione and Ariella decided to go and check up on Lily. They had brought her some water and Lilian refused. She could not think she could not speak, she wanted to die because she couldn't deal with the pain. Hermione started to speak.
"hey, lily its Ok, Harry should no better anyway he is sorry."
"I-i-i" Lily couldn't say anything through her sobs so she tried to calm down she drank her water and thanked hermione and Ariella.
"ok, thanks guys i'm sorry its just so hard to- i mean- uh-uh-er."
"its ok we understand i mean it must be hard for you. You know i bet Harry would want to talk about him with you."
"Why would that be Hermione?" Ariella answered instead of Hermione. It so fun to see the to girls rush to get an answer in before the other.
"Well because ok don't freak out stay calm ok?"
"ok but what do i need to be calm about its just an explanation."
"ok then um well you see Harry is sort of like your cousin i guess because um Sirius is his godfather."
"Oh my goshI actually have family like other than Sirius!" Ariella and Hermione just started to talk and talk and Lily just thought. She couldn't take it, but she knew she had to talk with Harry alone because maybe he would understand her, maybe.