Not now not ever Lily thought. He wouldn't be here with her anymore. She cried as the sound echoed through the shack. She heard someone coming. Lily didn't care. She wanted to be dead, dead so that she could be with harry now. How could she have done that. she didn't use her wand or even think it just happened.
Then she saw who came,
"I'm Luna Lovegood. What's wrong?" said a girl with a dreamy voice. she had long blonde hair and seemed really nice.
"I-I im l-l-lilian b-bbbb-black and i've just done something a-absloutely t-t-terrible."
"Its okay, i-im here for you. Why don't we go to the kitchen and visit the house elves. They can cheer you up." Lily and Luna headed to the kitchen. The headed in after tickling the pear.
"See feeling better?"
"Ya much better, thanks. I um well I have to go now but thank you. maybe we could hang out again sometime.'
"Yes, I would like that bye." Lily knew that she had just made one more friend. She went to the common room, totally forgetting what she had done earlier, and decided she would read. When she walked in there was Ron and Hermione by the fire.
Since Lily had forgotten what she had done she just went up to them and said. hi, of course their faces suggested otherwise. Then she remembered. Tears threatened to fall from her eyes, yet they still came. As hard as she tried to push the memory out of her head it still came. Was he still alive or was he dead?
Lily stood their for a while then ran for the common room. Then she decided to make a dash for the common room. Hermione quickly followed and grabbed a hold of her forearm.
"Let Go HERMIONE!"
"No Lily come on we have to tell you something."
"I don't want to hear that i killed my own family! I can't take it! I am all alone now, i have no one."
"Shhhh lily it's okay. We have some explaining to do." Hermione took lily back to the common room and sat her down in between her and Ron.
"Lily..." Said ron's strained voice.
"well you see Professor Dumbledore said you should hear this from friends and since everyone was so shocked to say it Hermione and I volunteered."
"W-what did i do? At least tell me he's alive. He just has to be, Harry is my only family."
"H-he's alive, ya just recovering." Lily bolted upright, she had to go see him. Hermione and Ron had to use all their force to sit her back down.
"You didn't let me finish, he is alive but um it might take a while for his recovery. And um Hermione will explain what happened." Then Ron left. With just that he ran up the stairs and into his dorm. What had happened? What was Hermione going to say? These questions swam in her head.
"L-lily ok so um what happened was...." Hermione stalled. She looked worried and alert like a bomb might explode. It might as well, I will probably explode once she finished telling me.
"You Lily are a very um rare and unique witch, you see that light was very powerful magic, something only very powerful witches and wizards can perform, people like Voldemort. The reason Harry survived was because he has the protection of his mother, but um he doesn't know about that so don't tell him ok? Just ok I'll give you a minute." Tears rolled down her cheeks, she collapsed. She had dark magic in her? She could possibly be evil? How could this had happened?
Then she thought of the identical scar on her forehead. Harry had the same one. HE survived and wait could they be even more related then she thought? Could they somehow be siblings? That would explain a lot. But how?